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[Alexandr Korol]

— Yes. The main thing is that they let this light in.
— Astonishing!

That is, this is exactly what I’m doing. Right now, for some reason, I shine upon
people, switch something on in them. It’s so unusual. Well, it’s fine that it’s
something like this — non-destructive, creative, and pleasant — that switches
on in people, flares up. Well, it’s just wow — that is, my chest is now beginning to
become kind of heavy and to heat up from my writing this. Yes, I’m very grateful to
everyone who was at the presentation. And it’s just wow. And Big Alexander said:

— Be ready — later there’ll be more people, and more, and more, and more still.
And now word of mouth will spread, and people will be drawn to you more and
more. And you must give light.
— Wow! Okay, all right.

Before the presentation, I met one last time with my acquaintance who flew
in to visit me from Moscow. He’s a reader of mine. And when we were talking,
various miracles happened, right from the first days of May. And we decided to
sum things up. That is, I tell him what I see in him and what the Spirit, let’s say,
must warn him about. And he too tells me what he saw and what he understood.
And he says that I’m not a human after all. He, of course, didn’t describe it all as
thoroughly and in as much detail as I’m masterfully, virtuosically able to describe
in the book — of course, he didn’t describe it all so thoroughly, but what did he
mean, as I understand it? He says that he’s seen various people, figuratively
speaking — successful ones, and rich, and famous. “But with them,” he says,
“everything’s clear.” Well, that with them everything’s understandable — well,
they’re people, but with them, about them, everything’s clear. Whereas about
me it’s as if nothing is clear, that something incomprehensible drives me. That
I have non-standard behavior in life — that is, my thinking, it’s not like other
people’s. Well, and, of course, he says that when some miracles happened live
in his presence, whatever I did or said, all of it seems to be perceived as if
it’s normal, as it should be. And then he says: “But then you stop and think,
and you’re in shock — that it’s totally unreal to do such a thing at all.” How
is it that I, Alexandr Korol, how do I do this — that is, this question arises.