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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2026 10:19 am
So there’s that bit of news too. Well, with Big Alexander, when we talked both
before the presentation and after, he keeps rushing me to move. And keeps
hinting that something’s going to happen. And, well, that seems to be it. He didn’t
say anything much, it seems. If I recall it, I’ll of course add it to my novel. Well,
and I feel that the novel is kind of coming to an end. Of course, maybe I’ll go on
adding some new information for another month, but it’s as if it’s already close
to the end. I want to reread the first 300 pages of the draft once more. And to
already begin editing it, correcting it, making illustrations. Right now this is my
plan for the next two weeks, that is, for the coming month of May. Because I don’t
want to move anywhere, first of all not even because of some everyday matters,
but rather because the book has always been a reference point for me, like a
certain particular cycle: here it begins, when the book begins, and it ends when
the book ends. And truly, it’s exactly like that. It’s always so closely matched with
the books, and I, of course, don’t know what will be after the eleventh volume,
and whether there will be anything. It’s very curious. But the eleventh volume is
already coming to an end soon. I’m even curious what the culmination will be,
what the conclusion will be. Will they let me decipher the matrix in the eleventh
volume? Because they could do it today, through me — bang, and that’s it, they’ll
hint me how to turn something, and that’s it. Or maybe they won’t let me decipher
the matrix to the end. As for the Spirit and the signs — I’ll be watching closely
now. Well, you know, good ones get highlighted, everything’s very kind — so far
nothing frightening is being highlighted for me. My latest signs were such that
there’s a hint that everything’s only beginning, that life is only beginning. Those
were the signs I’ve had these last couple of days.
before the presentation and after, he keeps rushing me to move. And keeps
hinting that something’s going to happen. And, well, that seems to be it. He didn’t
say anything much, it seems. If I recall it, I’ll of course add it to my novel. Well,
and I feel that the novel is kind of coming to an end. Of course, maybe I’ll go on
adding some new information for another month, but it’s as if it’s already close
to the end. I want to reread the first 300 pages of the draft once more. And to
already begin editing it, correcting it, making illustrations. Right now this is my
plan for the next two weeks, that is, for the coming month of May. Because I don’t
want to move anywhere, first of all not even because of some everyday matters,
but rather because the book has always been a reference point for me, like a
certain particular cycle: here it begins, when the book begins, and it ends when
the book ends. And truly, it’s exactly like that. It’s always so closely matched with
the books, and I, of course, don’t know what will be after the eleventh volume,
and whether there will be anything. It’s very curious. But the eleventh volume is
already coming to an end soon. I’m even curious what the culmination will be,
what the conclusion will be. Will they let me decipher the matrix in the eleventh
volume? Because they could do it today, through me — bang, and that’s it, they’ll
hint me how to turn something, and that’s it. Or maybe they won’t let me decipher
the matrix to the end. As for the Spirit and the signs — I’ll be watching closely
now. Well, you know, good ones get highlighted, everything’s very kind — so far
nothing frightening is being highlighted for me. My latest signs were such that
there’s a hint that everything’s only beginning, that life is only beginning. Those
were the signs I’ve had these last couple of days.