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[Alexandr Korol]

That is, if I now looked at a glass of water, the water’s taste would definitely
change, and if a person then drank it, they’d definitely fall into an intoxication.
And probably, even if I met with someone today, the person would feel that they’re
about to lose consciousness. That is, can you imagine what kind of irradiation
emanates from me. Possibly this is after yesterday, while I sat and again
deciphered all these symbols, kept searching for this matrix in all the ancient,
sacred illustrations. Possibly because of that. I even had a dentist appointment
for tomorrow — I canceled it, simply because, well, it means I need to lie down.
To sit, to lie down, I don’t know. In this state I don’t want to go or drive anywhere,
and don’t want to talk with anyone — but I decided to call the mystic-old-man.
I hadn’t talked with him for a very long time, since, it turns out, the summer of
2025 — almost a year. I called him, I ask him questions, but I feel that he isn’t
switched on. And it’s true, there is such a thing — that when I’m in the Spirit,
this Spirit can’t enter into every person. Into some it doesn’t enter, but that’s
something with the person. It means he’s somehow closed, since the Spirit
doesn’t enter — but I couldn’t enter into him. That is, before me was, as it were,
a switched-off person, he wasn’t the Spirit. My Spirit for some reason didn’t
extend to him. I asked him questions about what happened to me when I was
in California and when I made the decision to go off into nowhere. He said that
it’s a loss of energy. I tell him that I switched off from time and space and fell
through time. He says:

— Yes, that’s it — I did say: a loss of energy.
— How is that it? Why is that it? Why does a loss of energy equal becoming the
Spirit and switching off from time and space?

Well, it’s strange. He calls it a loss of energy. I say:

— Is this bad or good?
— Neither. Neither bad nor good.
— I see. Okay.

Then I described to him, laid out, how a guest came to visit me in the first days of
May, how we felt strange and how it was as if four days were like a year. Is that so?