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[Alexandr Korol]

And it feels as if they’re not God — God is higher after all. Whereas I was such a completely raw novice, who’s told: come on, you can already model things there, you can, as it were, by thought, by a clearly framed thought, arrange how the system will adjust itself to you, what you want. And they told me: “Come on, do it this way. Make a decision about what you want, set it in your head, this task, and the system will immediately arrange it for you.”

I remember that I once, long ago, gave the example of the Russian series “Jackpot for Cinderella,” where there was a laptop like this: if you make a wish, there was this virtual goldfish, very cool, the wish was fulfilled not just by something falling on you from the sky, but rather this artificial intelligence in the computer arranged circumstances for you, into which you’d end up and thanks to which you’d get what you wished for. And it’s as if they hinted to me at something similar — that everything I might wish for will be arranged by the system just like that. It’s as if right now it wasn’t about my wishing for something for myself, precisely some object or thing. There it was precisely about where I hold my path next in terms of life: a carefree life on some planet, as they put it, or after all the further path of development, or some mission. And then further, about the woman as well. I don’t know whether this is in parallel or whether this too is something where one thing has to be chosen, that one also has to settle which one I want, if I want. So that’s the news as of today.

• Listen to the tracks:
Clint Mansell — “Death Is the Road to Awe” (The Fountain OST)
The Philip Glass Ensemble & Michael Riesman — “Facades”
Julia Kent — “Gardermoen”

Well then, I’ve just been talking with Big Alexander on the phone. He said that the ones who came can be called the right hand of the chief God. That is, they’re at the very highest level. One can suppose that it was God speaking, but it wasn’t quite Him, but rather those close to Him. And they’re of a super-high level. And that there are all these various gods that people talk about, that are written about everywhere, that there’s some large quantity of them, and someone’s there on the moon, someone on the earth — these are gods, this is all a low level.