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a mind, and there are many of them. And the ones who communicated with me
are the ones close to the very chief one. He said that the contact happened not
physically — through a ray, a saucer, and so on — but like this. Which means it’s
psychologically easier for me to accept it this way. But all the same, the fact that
the contact happened now, and not sometime out there, as the mystic-old-man
says, many years from now, means that the mystic-old-man is mistaken about
the time, that everything will be much faster. And it means that I’m already ready,
since they talked with me this way. Then Big Alexander said that they came to
him and talked with him like this when he was 16 years old, and then when he
was 27 years old. And that this is how they communicate. And that I must choose
the third and fourth options. That is, to come to an agreement with them that I
serve them, work for them, and to frame the task correctly — because they never
did understand what kind of girl I need, so that I’d formulate this task precisely.
And the system will resolve it.
Then Big Alexander says that I should finish the eleventh volume now and make
other books, children’s books. This is important. And he says that I should
settle the matter of the move, where I’m planning to go — but it’s as if after this
contact it no longer matters where I’m supposed to go. It’s strange that from May
1st this began, that something was happening to me. And it’s as if the first day
when I felt normal, light, is today, after this contact — whereas before that I was
humming all over. Maybe it was some kind of transformation, a preparation,
I don’t understand. But today there was already neither intoxication nor heat,
but rather such an insane clarity. All my attention is as if on them, the ones I
communicated with in the dream today. And I sat all day today and read 200 pages.
In one day — 200 pages of my book, editing it. I made sketches of images for the
eleventh volume. What radiated most were the pages where I recall how I was
in the Spirit in childhood and how I lived in the Spirit in childhood. It radiates
strongly from that, even without reading… You just turn one page, then a second,
and there’s a really strong emanation from the pages. And the second place where
it radiated so strongly was from the moment I went to the Nine Inch Nails concert.
And then, when I walked out of the hotel into nowhere. That’s the second one,
where it radiated strongly.
are the ones close to the very chief one. He said that the contact happened not
physically — through a ray, a saucer, and so on — but like this. Which means it’s
psychologically easier for me to accept it this way. But all the same, the fact that
the contact happened now, and not sometime out there, as the mystic-old-man
says, many years from now, means that the mystic-old-man is mistaken about
the time, that everything will be much faster. And it means that I’m already ready,
since they talked with me this way. Then Big Alexander said that they came to
him and talked with him like this when he was 16 years old, and then when he
was 27 years old. And that this is how they communicate. And that I must choose
the third and fourth options. That is, to come to an agreement with them that I
serve them, work for them, and to frame the task correctly — because they never
did understand what kind of girl I need, so that I’d formulate this task precisely.
And the system will resolve it.
Then Big Alexander says that I should finish the eleventh volume now and make
other books, children’s books. This is important. And he says that I should
settle the matter of the move, where I’m planning to go — but it’s as if after this
contact it no longer matters where I’m supposed to go. It’s strange that from May
1st this began, that something was happening to me. And it’s as if the first day
when I felt normal, light, is today, after this contact — whereas before that I was
humming all over. Maybe it was some kind of transformation, a preparation,
I don’t understand. But today there was already neither intoxication nor heat,
but rather such an insane clarity. All my attention is as if on them, the ones I
communicated with in the dream today. And I sat all day today and read 200 pages.
In one day — 200 pages of my book, editing it. I made sketches of images for the
eleventh volume. What radiated most were the pages where I recall how I was
in the Spirit in childhood and how I lived in the Spirit in childhood. It radiates
strongly from that, even without reading… You just turn one page, then a second,
and there’s a really strong emanation from the pages. And the second place where
it radiated so strongly was from the moment I went to the Nine Inch Nails concert.
And then, when I walked out of the hotel into nowhere. That’s the second one,
where it radiated strongly.