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If I break down the situation of what “they” told me in the dream, then it turns
out they hinted to me that I do, after all, have to settle on a “wife” while I’m 35.
That time is running out and one must hurry. And that they don’t understand
what I want. And for the system — not them, but precisely the system — to
model, produce, and create the circumstances for me to come across the bride
I need, I must correctly form the thought-form, the task. In essence, it’s like a
questionnaire with a hundred items, in which I must specify everything: age,
nationality, appearance, soul, mind, social adaptation, absolutely everything.
And then the system will arrange for me what’s needed to fit it. And it’s so
interesting that when they showed me how this is done and how I must learn to
do it, there was the feeling that I’ll be doing it not only for myself, but that it’s
as if I’ll be able to do it even for people. Figuratively speaking, a person, let’s
say, wants to learn three languages. I say: “Okay.” And from that moment the
system rearranges itself so that all the circumstances fall into place for him,
after which, in three years, he knows three languages. And the circumstances
are like this… Let’s say a woman met a husband, and because of this she learned
one language, because he’s a foreigner. Then they immigrated, and because of
this she learned a second language. Then she was offered a job, on account of
which she had to learn a third language. All by chance. That is, she didn’t go to
any courses, but the circumstances fell out such that by a certain date she knows
three languages. And it’s as if I must likewise learn to govern this thing. That is,
the system can rearrange itself just like that, exactly as in the film “Inception,”
when they modeled everything around. And I’m as if an architect, a producer, and
can somehow set it all in motion. But I must learn to set this task correctly in my
head. And the first thing I must learn on is to resolve the question of a bride. As
Big Alexander said: “Train on this.” And then I understand: “Oh, but maybe those
who rule everything did exactly this with me for all these eleven volumes. They’d
set the task that I must reach, let’s say, such-and-such a point, or such-and-such
a number, a level of development. And because of this — whoop, and immediately
all the circumstances fell into place out of everything that was near me. And
all these circumstances led me towards that point.” And then further, further,
further. And now they’ve released me. Maybe that’s how this governance works.
And that’s how they influence everyone and everything — I don’t know, but it
very much resembles that. Well, and then I must likewise settle on how I’ll work
out they hinted to me that I do, after all, have to settle on a “wife” while I’m 35.
That time is running out and one must hurry. And that they don’t understand
what I want. And for the system — not them, but precisely the system — to
model, produce, and create the circumstances for me to come across the bride
I need, I must correctly form the thought-form, the task. In essence, it’s like a
questionnaire with a hundred items, in which I must specify everything: age,
nationality, appearance, soul, mind, social adaptation, absolutely everything.
And then the system will arrange for me what’s needed to fit it. And it’s so
interesting that when they showed me how this is done and how I must learn to
do it, there was the feeling that I’ll be doing it not only for myself, but that it’s
as if I’ll be able to do it even for people. Figuratively speaking, a person, let’s
say, wants to learn three languages. I say: “Okay.” And from that moment the
system rearranges itself so that all the circumstances fall into place for him,
after which, in three years, he knows three languages. And the circumstances
are like this… Let’s say a woman met a husband, and because of this she learned
one language, because he’s a foreigner. Then they immigrated, and because of
this she learned a second language. Then she was offered a job, on account of
which she had to learn a third language. All by chance. That is, she didn’t go to
any courses, but the circumstances fell out such that by a certain date she knows
three languages. And it’s as if I must likewise learn to govern this thing. That is,
the system can rearrange itself just like that, exactly as in the film “Inception,”
when they modeled everything around. And I’m as if an architect, a producer, and
can somehow set it all in motion. But I must learn to set this task correctly in my
head. And the first thing I must learn on is to resolve the question of a bride. As
Big Alexander said: “Train on this.” And then I understand: “Oh, but maybe those
who rule everything did exactly this with me for all these eleven volumes. They’d
set the task that I must reach, let’s say, such-and-such a point, or such-and-such
a number, a level of development. And because of this — whoop, and immediately
all the circumstances fell into place out of everything that was near me. And
all these circumstances led me towards that point.” And then further, further,
further. And now they’ve released me. Maybe that’s how this governance works.
And that’s how they influence everyone and everything — I don’t know, but it
very much resembles that. Well, and then I must likewise settle on how I’ll work