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After all, if you suppose it likewise: here there are the four animals, and we have
the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit — that is, the Trinity — and the fourth is the
observer, then maybe it’s after all two tetrahedra. One is the animals, because
there are four vertices there, or four sides. And the other tetrahedron, that is, the
triangle, it also has four vertices or four sides. That is, let’s say, the Father, the
Son, the Holy Spirit, and the chief God, the eight, the observer outside of time.
Maybe it’s something like that? And this still lies ahead to be deciphered. But I
understand that it can happen at any second, any minute, any day. Maybe in half
an hour, maybe tomorrow, and maybe not soon. I don’t know. But if it’s needed,
they’ll show me everything. Maybe it’s not time… Maybe I still have to understand
and come to know something before that. Maybe, precisely, in theory for now I
have to work out the number twelve and understand once more what the twelve
apostles are, the twelve signs of the zodiac, the twelve hours.
I also feel… You know, I really like the expression “to find a friend or a close
person in spirit.” I turn it over in my head every day: to find a close person in
spirit. This is to say that “in spirit” is like being on the Wi-Fi. There are people
who are close to you in spirit — these are the ones connected to the same Wi-Fi
as you, and that’s why you have something in common. That’s likewise how
people in spirit found me when I was writing my first books, and that’s why it
resonated with everyone, because the Spirit is shared. But there are people who
are connected to some strange spirit: someone over there, someone over here.
I feel that it’s as if more and more people are beginning to connect to my Spirit.
I literally feel that this number is growing with each day. As if my consciousness
is in these people, and there are more and more of these people. And they feel
the way I feel. And it’s as if we feel each other identically. It’s very unusual. That’s
another thing I sense. I sensed it especially yesterday. I haven’t yet settled which
country I’ll be in, on which continent. It’s quite possible this will be somehow
connected with the book’s finale. As if everything converges to a single point.
Also, through circumstances my attention was directed here to the writer Philip
K. Dick. Very many films known all over the world have been made from his
books. One of them is “Blade Runner.” And I want, in this volume, in this novel,
let’s say, to show great attention to him. I want to draw the readers’ attention to
this writer. And I want his words from a talk to be mentioned here, in my book.
the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit — that is, the Trinity — and the fourth is the
observer, then maybe it’s after all two tetrahedra. One is the animals, because
there are four vertices there, or four sides. And the other tetrahedron, that is, the
triangle, it also has four vertices or four sides. That is, let’s say, the Father, the
Son, the Holy Spirit, and the chief God, the eight, the observer outside of time.
Maybe it’s something like that? And this still lies ahead to be deciphered. But I
understand that it can happen at any second, any minute, any day. Maybe in half
an hour, maybe tomorrow, and maybe not soon. I don’t know. But if it’s needed,
they’ll show me everything. Maybe it’s not time… Maybe I still have to understand
and come to know something before that. Maybe, precisely, in theory for now I
have to work out the number twelve and understand once more what the twelve
apostles are, the twelve signs of the zodiac, the twelve hours.
I also feel… You know, I really like the expression “to find a friend or a close
person in spirit.” I turn it over in my head every day: to find a close person in
spirit. This is to say that “in spirit” is like being on the Wi-Fi. There are people
who are close to you in spirit — these are the ones connected to the same Wi-Fi
as you, and that’s why you have something in common. That’s likewise how
people in spirit found me when I was writing my first books, and that’s why it
resonated with everyone, because the Spirit is shared. But there are people who
are connected to some strange spirit: someone over there, someone over here.
I feel that it’s as if more and more people are beginning to connect to my Spirit.
I literally feel that this number is growing with each day. As if my consciousness
is in these people, and there are more and more of these people. And they feel
the way I feel. And it’s as if we feel each other identically. It’s very unusual. That’s
another thing I sense. I sensed it especially yesterday. I haven’t yet settled which
country I’ll be in, on which continent. It’s quite possible this will be somehow
connected with the book’s finale. As if everything converges to a single point.
Also, through circumstances my attention was directed here to the writer Philip
K. Dick. Very many films known all over the world have been made from his
books. One of them is “Blade Runner.” And I want, in this volume, in this novel,
let’s say, to show great attention to him. I want to draw the readers’ attention to
this writer. And I want his words from a talk to be mentioned here, in my book.