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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2026 8:57 am
A couple of days ago I already turned to these “they,” or to the aliens, or however to
call them, to the servants of God. But these were some individual consciousnesses
that came to me in the dream. And what’s most interesting is that, in principle,
I always sensed them. And I keep telling them: “Guys, please, the choice has
been made, I’m setting the process in motion, I’m ready to serve you as much as
needed. If I need to be alone — I’ll be alone. If I need to be a family man for your
mission — please. If I need to live in such-and-such a country, in such-and-such
a city — please. If I need to be modest — please. If I need to be public — please. If I
need to paint pictures — I’ll paint pictures. If books — please; poems — all right.
Everything is on your terms, at your service one hundred percent, here I am,
yours. I’ll try not to insert my own opinion. Please, I’m entirely at your disposal.
I await the highest signs and instructions.” That’s the decision I made. From
this, naturally, everything immediately began to feel somehow different, in the
good sense of the word. It gives even more of a kind of strength, faith, if you will.
So that’s what happened.
I got on a call with Big Alexander yesterday, told him about how I met with the
girl, talked with her. And he says that I’m saying it all correctly: just like that,
point-blank, straight out — that there are no options and no time. And it’s truly
so, and they’ll all understand this soon. Then he said that in the near future I’ll
now become aware of something new, that I completed something there, that
this meeting was a very difficult one, that right now I’m again having some kind
of transition somewhere. He said that I’m unfolding like a lotus. I tell him:
— Alexander, something was highlighted for me here, I don’t know… whether
it’s false or not false — you see, I wasn’t alone, and what if it’s under the influence
of this girl, so I might doubt this information. But there was highlighted
an animal, a beast with seven heads, and a harlot sitting on this beast. And
that’s how I saw it, and it’s curious. Can you imagine — before, remember,
I was coming to know the four worlds.
— Well…
— And then I see correctly that besides the four worlds, which are kind of
good worlds, you come to know them — there are also the four horsemen of
the Apocalypse. That is, that’s altogether tsk-tsk, frightening for everyone.
call them, to the servants of God. But these were some individual consciousnesses
that came to me in the dream. And what’s most interesting is that, in principle,
I always sensed them. And I keep telling them: “Guys, please, the choice has
been made, I’m setting the process in motion, I’m ready to serve you as much as
needed. If I need to be alone — I’ll be alone. If I need to be a family man for your
mission — please. If I need to live in such-and-such a country, in such-and-such
a city — please. If I need to be modest — please. If I need to be public — please. If I
need to paint pictures — I’ll paint pictures. If books — please; poems — all right.
Everything is on your terms, at your service one hundred percent, here I am,
yours. I’ll try not to insert my own opinion. Please, I’m entirely at your disposal.
I await the highest signs and instructions.” That’s the decision I made. From
this, naturally, everything immediately began to feel somehow different, in the
good sense of the word. It gives even more of a kind of strength, faith, if you will.
So that’s what happened.
I got on a call with Big Alexander yesterday, told him about how I met with the
girl, talked with her. And he says that I’m saying it all correctly: just like that,
point-blank, straight out — that there are no options and no time. And it’s truly
so, and they’ll all understand this soon. Then he said that in the near future I’ll
now become aware of something new, that I completed something there, that
this meeting was a very difficult one, that right now I’m again having some kind
of transition somewhere. He said that I’m unfolding like a lotus. I tell him:
— Alexander, something was highlighted for me here, I don’t know… whether
it’s false or not false — you see, I wasn’t alone, and what if it’s under the influence
of this girl, so I might doubt this information. But there was highlighted
an animal, a beast with seven heads, and a harlot sitting on this beast. And
that’s how I saw it, and it’s curious. Can you imagine — before, remember,
I was coming to know the four worlds.
— Well…
— And then I see correctly that besides the four worlds, which are kind of
good worlds, you come to know them — there are also the four horsemen of
the Apocalypse. That is, that’s altogether tsk-tsk, frightening for everyone.