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As if it’s something of the same kind, only opposite, dark. Can you imagine, right
now I’m coming to know the seven spirits — this is kind of that eight, the Holy
Spirit, who divides out into seven. And I’m coming to know this, and it’s all bright,
it’s such a power, I sense it. And here this beast with seven heads is highlighted
for me. I understand that it’s something opposite, but dark. As if I’m both the
beast with seven heads and the seven lamps. And it’s as if this is mine — light and
darkness — and I’m again the observer.
— Correct. You’re awakening more and more now, in order to become this eight.
He says that I’ve learned to regulate the one and the other side, this light and
shadow. And that I’m growing wiser, unfolding like a lotus, and all people feel
this, and now even more people will be drawn to me. And people are drawn to
me — you can’t imagine. Over yesterday alone, another five people turned up.
It’s as if something’s happening; I don’t know what kind of recruitment this
is for. My coursemate from the first university turned up, from the Northwest
Academy of Public Administration, where I studied on Vasilyevsky Island. About
this boy, what’s most interesting, I also wrote in my book, in the first one, which
was still called “The Path.” Well, naturally, that didn’t make it into “Alternative
History.” He’s the coursemate who bought pizza with me, went home with me. He
was there with a friend as well, and they were asking me to tell them everything
about them. And this boy turned up, also very far from simple. Then two more
people, three people turned up… One more person turned up from Moscow, who
does various projects for government structures — well, he does more concerts,
events, but he does it for large state and quasi-state companies. So he and I had
known each other a long time, and he too was somehow drawn in. And they
all turn up like this, get drawn in. Everything is as if converging again towards
doing something together, something joint… And what projects, not projects.
And Big Alexander says that further on it’ll be even more interesting. So that’s
happening too. I was just about to tell him: what if it’ll all be settled in these three
days after all, where I… There are options: either I, let’s say, go to Petersburg,
to Russia altogether, or maybe to some… There’s Asia after all, Hong Kong,
or maybe after all some South America, maybe after all North America, right?
And he says:
now I’m coming to know the seven spirits — this is kind of that eight, the Holy
Spirit, who divides out into seven. And I’m coming to know this, and it’s all bright,
it’s such a power, I sense it. And here this beast with seven heads is highlighted
for me. I understand that it’s something opposite, but dark. As if I’m both the
beast with seven heads and the seven lamps. And it’s as if this is mine — light and
darkness — and I’m again the observer.
— Correct. You’re awakening more and more now, in order to become this eight.
He says that I’ve learned to regulate the one and the other side, this light and
shadow. And that I’m growing wiser, unfolding like a lotus, and all people feel
this, and now even more people will be drawn to me. And people are drawn to
me — you can’t imagine. Over yesterday alone, another five people turned up.
It’s as if something’s happening; I don’t know what kind of recruitment this
is for. My coursemate from the first university turned up, from the Northwest
Academy of Public Administration, where I studied on Vasilyevsky Island. About
this boy, what’s most interesting, I also wrote in my book, in the first one, which
was still called “The Path.” Well, naturally, that didn’t make it into “Alternative
History.” He’s the coursemate who bought pizza with me, went home with me. He
was there with a friend as well, and they were asking me to tell them everything
about them. And this boy turned up, also very far from simple. Then two more
people, three people turned up… One more person turned up from Moscow, who
does various projects for government structures — well, he does more concerts,
events, but he does it for large state and quasi-state companies. So he and I had
known each other a long time, and he too was somehow drawn in. And they
all turn up like this, get drawn in. Everything is as if converging again towards
doing something together, something joint… And what projects, not projects.
And Big Alexander says that further on it’ll be even more interesting. So that’s
happening too. I was just about to tell him: what if it’ll all be settled in these three
days after all, where I… There are options: either I, let’s say, go to Petersburg,
to Russia altogether, or maybe to some… There’s Asia after all, Hong Kong,
or maybe after all some South America, maybe after all North America, right?
And he says: