interesting information. He said that there are these old gods, some old gods.
And these old gods will arrive, and it will be decided precisely: whether they’ll
take away one-third of the people — on whose list are I, Big Alexander, and other
people — or leave them here. Or there’s the option that I can stay here to remake
things, or I can leave, fly off somewhere with them, or I can choose this role of the
white tsar. And I say to Big Alexander: “That is, there’s still a choice of option?”
He says: “Of course.” Again, one mustn’t take all of this literally. This is all the
sacred language — not physically, not directly, literally the way a person is now
prone to understand and picture it. This is all the sacred language, but there’s an
essence in it. This is, after all, Big Alexander’s words, sort of not mine. That’s how
he interprets it. And he says that on the earth there is this one-third of people who
are chosen, who are under these gods. There are indeed many of them; they’re
some kind of old gods. And there’s the remaining part, two-thirds, not one-third,
and, as they say, it will go badly for them, because they wrecked everything, on
account of which everything’s bad in the world. Then he said that there are these
orders. Orders are a secret society, he says. And there are orders. And he says:
“There are orders — that’s understandable. And there’s also someone else higher,
above the orders.” There’s something like sixteen of them, something like that
it’s called, like some selected ones. And they rule everything. They decide who
crosses over where, who stays, who doesn’t stay. That is, they decide all of it. Then
Big Alexander said: “This doesn’t mean that we — that is, he and I — have to be
like them and with them. There’s no need for that, it’s not important. They know
about us, we know about them, that’s enough. We’re precisely those observers
who watch over everything here: how people behave, how things happen, who
behaves well, who badly.”
Then he said that the gods are now going to be doing something, and that I
shouldn’t hinder them — or he put it something like that, there were some
other words there… That right now I should distract myself with some everyday
matters, and while I’m busy with them, they’ll be doing something themselves. I
never did understand whether it’s for now or for the coming years. Then he again
said — I don’t know whether he was saying this about the old gods who’ll arrive, or
about these sixteen who are here — that they turn into anyone, appear anywhere,
and rule everything. He also asked what the reaction of readers and people to me