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[Alexandr Korol]

Chapter 32. Zombification by Social Media

Right now it’s June 5th, 2026. I want to share an unusual observation of mine.
I call Big Alexander now and tell him:

— Alexander, can you imagine, yesterday I had a discovery.
— What kind?
— I’ve been feeling very strange all these days and didn’t understand what
was wrong with me. Besides feeling strange physically, I also felt very strange
psychologically. And I didn’t understand what I’d done wrong, what had
influenced me, or whether something’s happening in the world. Or did I connect
to something somewhere again? But then again, where, through what, why?

I tell him that I met with a friend so as not to turn it all over in my own head,
because that’s hard, but so that he’d help me by my describing it all to him. That is,
I began to tell him what events I’d had over the last month, in order to identify the
cause-and-effect connection and understand when the turning point occurred.
And I recall that one of the events that happened not so long ago is that I was
sleeping, and I had a dream where these “they” were talking with me, that is, the
aliens. And back then “they” told me that I must choose a planet, then showed me
how I can transform something with my consciousness, how the whole system, the
matrix, would restructure itself to fit my goal, my wish — plus they also hinted that
I need to find a bride before September, before my birthday. From that moment
I already felt strange. And I supposed that maybe this somehow influenced me,
and that something’s wrong with me because of it. Then I began to connect it
with the fact that a friend from Petersburg came to me, Serafima. And when I
saw her, I already felt as if I’d lost myself, as if I’m closed. It’s as if I always felt the
Spirit, everything was always highlighted for me, I was always in some endless
flow — the way I used to describe this energy: like a waterfall, like running water.
Whereas here it’s as if it’s some kind of lake-swamp, as if everything’s standing
still and stagnating. I felt very strange, felt fatigue, though it’s not characteristic
of me to feel fatigue. I felt that I often want to sleep, that I can’t focus on any
film, on any music. And at the same time I didn’t feel that I’m in some dark
kingdom, I’m not closed. But there was the feeling as if my head is connected