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Chapter 34. Powerful Spirit
What else happened over these weekends? It’s very unusual that I was listening
to music, and when the track Yoav — “Beautiful Lie” came on for me accidentally,
randomly, I simply closed my eyes and imagined that I’m doing a technique I
used to do before — I called it “opening the channel.” This is what happened
to me in childhood. I accidentally heard this track, closed my eyes, and began
to feel some energy going over my head, then over my shoulders, then over my
body, then I stopped feeling my body. And the same thing again began to happen
to me. It was very unusual that this was simply standing in the kitchen, to music,
one time. That is, how easily it all began to happen by itself — there was no need
to prepare for anything and so on. The next day… And in general, how I’ve been
spending all these last days. At night, before lying down to sleep, I always lie in
bed and gather various pictures, study, look through, day after day, illustrations,
engravings, alchemical ones, and also various icons, various religious images
from different sacred books, so as to notice something and decipher what’s
still undeciphered. And when I was examining all this, I also looked at all the
scepters and globus crucigers of various monarchs, of various times, that there
are in museums: how they’re arranged, what they’re made of, what’s depicted,
what stones, minerals, crystals, metals were used for this. I also looked at various
orders from the tsarist times of the Russian Empire. And this too resonated with
me a lot — so much that I even thought… Maybe I should make myself something
like that out of gold and silver with precious stones, because all of this is in the
form of stars, and I’m now precisely coming to know, studying what stars are.
And I also looked at various draft pictures and photographs from the period when
I was finishing the first volume of the novel “Alternative History” at the end of
2023 and the second volume of the novel “Alternative History.” And when I was
examining the pictures of how I made the matrix, how I glued it together, how
I printed it on the 3D printer, I again began to search for pictures of all sorts of
geometric figures. And I just want to share the reflections that came into my head.
I got to thinking about how, what if the cube is earth, and, let’s say, the rhombus,
the octahedron, is air. We have four elements, four worlds, after all. That is, the
octahedron is the rhombus, air, morning — that is, heaven. Whereas earth, the
element of earth, is the cube. And I think, maybe I just need to somehow take
What else happened over these weekends? It’s very unusual that I was listening
to music, and when the track Yoav — “Beautiful Lie” came on for me accidentally,
randomly, I simply closed my eyes and imagined that I’m doing a technique I
used to do before — I called it “opening the channel.” This is what happened
to me in childhood. I accidentally heard this track, closed my eyes, and began
to feel some energy going over my head, then over my shoulders, then over my
body, then I stopped feeling my body. And the same thing again began to happen
to me. It was very unusual that this was simply standing in the kitchen, to music,
one time. That is, how easily it all began to happen by itself — there was no need
to prepare for anything and so on. The next day… And in general, how I’ve been
spending all these last days. At night, before lying down to sleep, I always lie in
bed and gather various pictures, study, look through, day after day, illustrations,
engravings, alchemical ones, and also various icons, various religious images
from different sacred books, so as to notice something and decipher what’s
still undeciphered. And when I was examining all this, I also looked at all the
scepters and globus crucigers of various monarchs, of various times, that there
are in museums: how they’re arranged, what they’re made of, what’s depicted,
what stones, minerals, crystals, metals were used for this. I also looked at various
orders from the tsarist times of the Russian Empire. And this too resonated with
me a lot — so much that I even thought… Maybe I should make myself something
like that out of gold and silver with precious stones, because all of this is in the
form of stars, and I’m now precisely coming to know, studying what stars are.
And I also looked at various draft pictures and photographs from the period when
I was finishing the first volume of the novel “Alternative History” at the end of
2023 and the second volume of the novel “Alternative History.” And when I was
examining the pictures of how I made the matrix, how I glued it together, how
I printed it on the 3D printer, I again began to search for pictures of all sorts of
geometric figures. And I just want to share the reflections that came into my head.
I got to thinking about how, what if the cube is earth, and, let’s say, the rhombus,
the octahedron, is air. We have four elements, four worlds, after all. That is, the
octahedron is the rhombus, air, morning — that is, heaven. Whereas earth, the
element of earth, is the cube. And I think, maybe I just need to somehow take