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And in parallel with this, these last six months, a complete restructuring has been
going on for me. As if a new me, a new life, a new everything, plus the move. And
it was also being highlighted for me that some kind of team of people would gather
around me — very intelligent, very successful and well-off, self-sufficient, with
whom I would organize something. That is, it will be some kind of corporation or
some kind of company. Again, I am simply recording the path right now. That is
the task set before my novel… Not to share results, let’s say, but precisely to show
the path. How something first seemed to me, how something was highlighted,
what the signs were, and what I will eventually come to and keep coming to. I
supposed, what if I will have such a company, that I will gather a team of people —
creative designers, artists, translators, — and we will make children’s books, fairy
tales, for the whole world, and then also make cartoons. And in fact that is very
wonderful. But Big Alexander said that I must create these characters and all these
stories precisely in the Spirit, that it must be precisely the Spirit doing it. Because
just to cobble something together — everyone is already doing that now without
the Spirit, it’s meaningless, and it will give nothing, and it doesn’t work, and it
won’t help the children. That’s the news. He also hinted to me that this ought to
be done under a different name after all, that it shouldn’t be connected with me
in any way. That is, it could be an entirely different writer. Or some pseudonym,
that is, I’m not needed here at all. That is, I am like a character in my own novel,
and that’s enough, as it were. But here’s what’s curious: when he said this to me,
I had been thinking about exactly this all week… This past week I got to thinking
that it’s true, acquaintances and friends very often ask me questions regarding:
there’s quantum immortality, okay, a person could be thirty years old and have
died just now, without knowing it himself, and the next day he woke up and goes
on living, only in a different multiverse, but where do all the people go who by
their age are already due to depart to the afterworld, as they say. And again this
phrase “to the afterworld” — there’s a kind of essence in it. And I’ve answered
this question in various ways over the last year or even almost two years now, the
last year and a half, from the moment I began writing the fifth volume of the book
about death. I’ve reflected in various ways: where and what, who ends up where
there. And then a thought like this occurred to me. What if we, when we die in
old age, can return back into that same self, only young, and live through life that
way again, as a possibility. And maybe that’s also the explanation for why a person
going on for me. As if a new me, a new life, a new everything, plus the move. And
it was also being highlighted for me that some kind of team of people would gather
around me — very intelligent, very successful and well-off, self-sufficient, with
whom I would organize something. That is, it will be some kind of corporation or
some kind of company. Again, I am simply recording the path right now. That is
the task set before my novel… Not to share results, let’s say, but precisely to show
the path. How something first seemed to me, how something was highlighted,
what the signs were, and what I will eventually come to and keep coming to. I
supposed, what if I will have such a company, that I will gather a team of people —
creative designers, artists, translators, — and we will make children’s books, fairy
tales, for the whole world, and then also make cartoons. And in fact that is very
wonderful. But Big Alexander said that I must create these characters and all these
stories precisely in the Spirit, that it must be precisely the Spirit doing it. Because
just to cobble something together — everyone is already doing that now without
the Spirit, it’s meaningless, and it will give nothing, and it doesn’t work, and it
won’t help the children. That’s the news. He also hinted to me that this ought to
be done under a different name after all, that it shouldn’t be connected with me
in any way. That is, it could be an entirely different writer. Or some pseudonym,
that is, I’m not needed here at all. That is, I am like a character in my own novel,
and that’s enough, as it were. But here’s what’s curious: when he said this to me,
I had been thinking about exactly this all week… This past week I got to thinking
that it’s true, acquaintances and friends very often ask me questions regarding:
there’s quantum immortality, okay, a person could be thirty years old and have
died just now, without knowing it himself, and the next day he woke up and goes
on living, only in a different multiverse, but where do all the people go who by
their age are already due to depart to the afterworld, as they say. And again this
phrase “to the afterworld” — there’s a kind of essence in it. And I’ve answered
this question in various ways over the last year or even almost two years now, the
last year and a half, from the moment I began writing the fifth volume of the book
about death. I’ve reflected in various ways: where and what, who ends up where
there. And then a thought like this occurred to me. What if we, when we die in
old age, can return back into that same self, only young, and live through life that
way again, as a possibility. And maybe that’s also the explanation for why a person