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him as a Spirit. This is his incarnation here in the human body, but in general he is a Spirit. And I’m a Spirit. And the point is that when such a divine person dies, he can be born again sometime as a body, and this Spirit will come into him again. That’s what reincarnation is. So it is not in human beings, it is after all in deities. I am this kind of Deity and that’s why when I was still young, I was already talking about the fact that I feel as if I have such strong attention, because I am this Spirit. And if you kill me, I will not sleep, because only the body will die, but the source where I am – I am already immortal, I am already the Spirit. So this consciousness is super strong. And reincarnation is only for avatars. If I would talk about it now with initiated monks in India, they would understand me perfectly well and agree with me. And I understand them perfectly well now too.
You know what I don’t understand in this? Why do I have to tell people all these secrets? I mean, I don’t get it. Or maybe I’ll end up not being allowed to tell people. Because I have a feeling that I should... Let’s put it this way, I am a person like you, and I have traveled all this way, and this world of secrets has opened up to me, where everybody rules everything. It’s the world of Harry Potter. But it seems to me that since this world of Harry Potter has always been, is and will be, that still I should also be some kind of... That is, nobody should know about me. And what’s also unusual, the Queen of Britain or Rockefeller – if they’re some kind of initiates, then why did they die? Or is it that the bodies died and the Spirit that lived in them moved on? It’s quite possible. And do I end up dying physically or not? Or is it possible to be here physically for many thousands of years? It’s not clear either. Because Big Alexander says that it is possible. And why then they were not given such an opportunity, but I was? I mean, am I more developed than them? It’s not clear either. So there are a lot of mysteries and it really should be a whole separate book. And I’m unraveling it all now, deciphering it, it’s all very complicated. It’s all unrelated puzzles, there’s a lot of them, they’re new. It’s like I’ve opened a new puzzle box because I’ve put the old one together. And I’ve scattered all the puzzles, and I’ve got one piece of five puzzles glued together, another piece of five puzzles glued together, but the big picture is not glued together yet. Hopefully it won’t take me the next thirteen years to get to that point. I hope it will be faster.
You know what I don’t understand in this? Why do I have to tell people all these secrets? I mean, I don’t get it. Or maybe I’ll end up not being allowed to tell people. Because I have a feeling that I should... Let’s put it this way, I am a person like you, and I have traveled all this way, and this world of secrets has opened up to me, where everybody rules everything. It’s the world of Harry Potter. But it seems to me that since this world of Harry Potter has always been, is and will be, that still I should also be some kind of... That is, nobody should know about me. And what’s also unusual, the Queen of Britain or Rockefeller – if they’re some kind of initiates, then why did they die? Or is it that the bodies died and the Spirit that lived in them moved on? It’s quite possible. And do I end up dying physically or not? Or is it possible to be here physically for many thousands of years? It’s not clear either. Because Big Alexander says that it is possible. And why then they were not given such an opportunity, but I was? I mean, am I more developed than them? It’s not clear either. So there are a lot of mysteries and it really should be a whole separate book. And I’m unraveling it all now, deciphering it, it’s all very complicated. It’s all unrelated puzzles, there’s a lot of them, they’re new. It’s like I’ve opened a new puzzle box because I’ve put the old one together. And I’ve scattered all the puzzles, and I’ve got one piece of five puzzles glued together, another piece of five puzzles glued together, but the big picture is not glued together yet. Hopefully it won’t take me the next thirteen years to get to that point. I hope it will be faster.