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Posted: Thu Dec 21, 2023 11:19 am
Of course there are different stages of development. There are half stages, there are partial stages, there are extremes in one side, there are extremes on the other side, there is a certain individual personality, but you still belong to some source and there is still someone under you and someone above you. It has always been and always will be.
Everything I am writing to you now is different information that has come to me over the last week or two, for different reasons. And it’s a lot of information. I have not sorted it out at all. I have been writing it down, noting it for the future, so that I could sort it out later. So that it does not disappear from my head, I am writing it here at the end of the book.
I was solving the matrix, I went to bed, I didn’t sleep all night. I feel as if I am in a dream, but not in a dream, and as if someone is talking and as if I am somewhere, as if I am telepathically communicating with someone or something, and something is communicating with me. And plus I am also visually shown that I am flying somewhere and I am in this matrix and I am spinning it and I am spinning in it and I am shown how it works, how everything is refracted, that the source in the center is reflected in all walls of the cube in different directions. And that it’s the same thing. And I look at it all and now something happens to me physically, and psychologically, and some kind of transformation. I mean, this is what’s been happening to me recently. And it is as if I am answering questions, I am offered some options, as if they put me in front of a choice, and I make a choice, and something else opens up for me. And again I make a choice. And imagine, it all happens in such a trance state, when I just went to sleep, but I am not allowed to sleep and something happens to me from dusk till dawn. It’s something incredible, but it’s great. Things like that had never happened to me before and then I went into decision making. It was explained to me that every choice I made, a door was opened further, showing me what’s going to happen next, how to live my life further and how I want to live it. And as if from the way I agreed and disagreed with something I was given further discoveries and suggestions. I can’t even describe it in sequence, but it was in such a format that I was shown how the world is managed. And how there’s not only a main God, but there’s somebody else, like there’s a lot of people and they live just like people.
Everything I am writing to you now is different information that has come to me over the last week or two, for different reasons. And it’s a lot of information. I have not sorted it out at all. I have been writing it down, noting it for the future, so that I could sort it out later. So that it does not disappear from my head, I am writing it here at the end of the book.
I was solving the matrix, I went to bed, I didn’t sleep all night. I feel as if I am in a dream, but not in a dream, and as if someone is talking and as if I am somewhere, as if I am telepathically communicating with someone or something, and something is communicating with me. And plus I am also visually shown that I am flying somewhere and I am in this matrix and I am spinning it and I am spinning in it and I am shown how it works, how everything is refracted, that the source in the center is reflected in all walls of the cube in different directions. And that it’s the same thing. And I look at it all and now something happens to me physically, and psychologically, and some kind of transformation. I mean, this is what’s been happening to me recently. And it is as if I am answering questions, I am offered some options, as if they put me in front of a choice, and I make a choice, and something else opens up for me. And again I make a choice. And imagine, it all happens in such a trance state, when I just went to sleep, but I am not allowed to sleep and something happens to me from dusk till dawn. It’s something incredible, but it’s great. Things like that had never happened to me before and then I went into decision making. It was explained to me that every choice I made, a door was opened further, showing me what’s going to happen next, how to live my life further and how I want to live it. And as if from the way I agreed and disagreed with something I was given further discoveries and suggestions. I can’t even describe it in sequence, but it was in such a format that I was shown how the world is managed. And how there’s not only a main God, but there’s somebody else, like there’s a lot of people and they live just like people.