Alexandr Korol

and tell you again and again what is on this ladder, on the third landing, on the fifth, on the twentieth. The point is, when it happened, I went through it all, the same thing. I mean, it’s not like somebody told me all this or it was all set up for me. No. I’ve been going through it physically from the ground up for thirty-three years. And when I was going through all this, I didn’t even know what Spirit was, just like you people didn’t know it, and it turns out that there are some cycles in the lives of people who live, they don’t even use this word, and they don’t give this meaning to it, but it happens to all people that everything goes easy in life, you are guided by something, but at some point the thing that guided you disappears. And someone starts to call it a psychological, spiritual crisis. Someone thinks that someone has cursed them, or thinks that they are guilty of something, that the system has punished them. Someone does not think at all, and he lived normally, but now he lives in bad circumstances, with endless smacks on the head. All people are given the opportunity for a year, or maybe six months, maybe three months, to feel this power in themselves fully, where you are psychologically and morally stable and inspired, have willpower, and have no laziness. And you’re immediately motivated, and you say, “That’s it! I’m not going to eat doughnuts anymore! Now, I make sure I exercise every morning. Now, I’m never going to swear at my mom or dad again. It’s not nice. They’re my relatives. I couldn’t help myself. I was so bad, but I won’t do it again”. And you’re such a person, you say it all to yourself and really live like a new person for three months. You have no temptations, no weakness, no demands on anybody, on anything, you do not fall for anything, you do not even notice provocations, you are so pure, and you sit down quietly, and you read a book, you watch a film, you walk your dog, you exercise, you go to the gym, you go somewhere else, and you do something else. And you do not need social networks or other people, and you don’t need bad habits. And you feel good. And then, in an instant, it could be after three months, or it could be a year later, you suddenly start to feel dif- ferent, and those feelings are already there as the consequences of your wrong actions and wrong thoughts. The inspiration and the potential are gone. And it’s like you’ve got a stone in your soul, and you haven’t done anything wrong as you think. And what is that? It’s that you were led, but at some point, you were left behind, “Father” left you, who led you by the hand, and you were left alone. And you see that today you have to go to a course that you have been going to for the