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[Alexandr Korol]

in society for a week or ten days now, but I’m not... It’s as if I had surrendered myself to this system. Although you may not understand what I mean. But the point is that the system always wants me to stay conscious and aware, but at the same time never to resist it when it wants to stop me from something, or lead me to something, or direct me somewhere, or do something. I mean, it always wants you to trust it when it’s like, you know... like a free fall, fall backwards and we’ll catch you. And you’re scared, you’re scared and then you relax and you get caught. It’s the same here. It feels like you are connecting to this system or the system is coming into you. I don’t know what the right word is but it feels like that. I’ve done it and it’s fantastic. No mind control, like the system is running you in the system for you, that’s where I live in the human world, but at the same time I’m still conscious and looking at it from the side. And it has moved me like this, while it has put me in certain places in certain conditions. All this, everything, everything to show me even more what it wants to show me. Who am I, what is a person, what is a system, what is a person in a system? I’ve made a million discoveries now and I’m writing it all down, deciphering it all. And what I’m getting at is, to come back to the subject of people, you may not notice that you can stay in touch with the same people for a long time, even in correspondence, you may not notice that you have been, let’s say, for a year or two years or two years, that you are actually limited in something, or maybe on the contrary something good is being transmitted to you, that can also happen. But every person, every thread of a person influences your life very strongly. Very strong- ly. Every person. No matter how it may seem to you that no one is influencing you, there is still that influence. My advice to you is what the system has done to me now. I just see how I made discoveries from my personal life and how everything works and I wrote about it in books. That’s basically how I pass it on. Now something has happened in my life; I have learnt a certain lesson. I want to write about it to you now so that you can do the same.
You may have friends, girlfriends, husbands, wives, children, grandmothers, bosses and many other things. And that’s all understandable. But when you have a holiday, or at least a weekend, or maybe a sick day, you need... I think two days are not enough. You need three days, at least three days. Three days so that you just, of course, without social networks, without messengers, because it’s kind of silly that you’ll be in touch with everybody, but you’ll go somewhere else.