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[Alexandr Korol]

the voice I heard before was not Him. You see, everything is Him ultimately, but there’s a hierarchy – there is Him, the main one, and then various versions of Him, layered and spread out like a matrix. For example, imagine a hierarchy where He is at the top, and beneath Him, there are three Gods, and beneath each of those three, there are four more. When I heard voices in the past, it was from that hierarchy beneath Him, not from Him directly. But this time, I spoke directly to Him. He again explained everything to me, showed me everything, and let me feel how He feels – almost like I was Him in the future, how I would feel one day. It was as if I wasn’t in my body, I had no thoughts, and I was in a vacuum, like being underwater. My consciousness felt like it was in every person, or every person was in my head, or I was in every person’s head. It’s unusual – both true at the same time. He showed me this, and I understood that perhaps it will take me a lifetime to reach this state, or maybe it will come sooner, but He presented it as the next goal. The fact that He appeared on the 10th was because of the work I’ve done. This was my achievement. I gave up many things, found many answers within myself. What is an alchemist? It’s someone who can sit at home, negotiate with the system, simply observe themselves and figure out their reactions and what they need to correct. Then, the system lifts restrictions from them. This is how I work, to free myself more and more from the system that people live within. I’m blocked because I still live more like a human, and if those restrictions were lifted while I still have a human mindset, I might make foolish mistakes. I try to identify and understand all these foolish tendencies that exist in people and in me, and then I negotiate with the system. I tell it that I’ve recognized these foolish tendencies, and I won’t act on them anymore, so it can remove the block. For example, why doesn’t a person receive money? Because if they get money, they will start to spoil from it – they will think about it too much, stop feeling with their heart, stop helping their parents, or want to move to another country. That’s why they don’t receive money. And when a person becomes indifferent to money, they will receive it because it won’t change them – they will remain in the same position. This applies to everything. I try to catch similar moments in myself. Of course, they are not as obvious or primitive as in the examples I use for other people, but they are there. And I am working on freeing myself. By June 10th, I had released some of these foolish tendencies and weaknesses in myself, made agreements with the system, and then there was this new level – a sort of transition. The voice said, “Now you must move toward this”, and I answered, “Okay.” That’s how it works. It’s possible that