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[Alexandr Korol]

I immediately remembered that earlier this year, he told me that people who sold their souls to the devil and those who succumbed to society are rotting from the inside and cannot be saved; they are doomed, with no future. And now he says that all these dark people who have fallen into darkness need help to get out. I don’t understand why this is the case. Is this a contradiction or is it simply about different things? I don’t know. But I focus on the fact that I still remember his previous words and am comparing them with what I just heard from him. Then I asked him:

– Since I am at such a high level, why am I facing such trials?
– To become who you are meant to be, you must go through this.

I recalled that he once mentioned that to become someone significant, you need to go through these dark paths, like labyrinths. And now I am going through them. So it seems that Big Alexander is actually happy for me. He is even more pleased with this story rather than seeing it as something negative. On the contrary, for him, it is like a sign that I am approaching the exit. He said that there would be more trials. He said that one more trial is yet to come and that I must learn to resist this dark force and write about it in my book so that people can use my insights to overcome it or get out of this darkness where they feel like victims, trapped in fear.
He mentioned that when someone reached out to him yesterday about a young man in his twenties who had started losing his mind, he investigated to see what was wrong. He said:

– Listen, actually, he just finished college, isn’t working, plays computer games, hangs out on social media, and lives with his parents. And he went crazy.

Big Alexander said that, essentially, this kind of madness occurs with idlers who lack diligence. I can further infer that it is quite possible that this madness is primarily due to social media, because it exudes that kind of energy and their attention was focused there. Also, due to idleness, because when attention is directed toward good deeds, no dark force will awaken within you. What happened to me is personal. I shouldn’t be compared with ordinary people. But it turns out that many people live in this darkness their whole lives, experiencing what I described earlier: everything seems muted and dark,