or in paradise, that it’s an entire life, physical in nature, and that life after death continues as such. And then he tells me that death first comes a year in advance to warn you that it’s coming, then it comes a month before, then a day before, and finally accompanies you personally. He told me that it personally will guide me somewhere, that I’ll sit at some kind of desk – it’s all sacred language – and that it’s some kind of “star path” or “rainbow,” that it’s some kind of test, and I have to pass it. And after that, it will be determined where I end up. He also told me not to assume that I, like all people, will simply go to paradise to live there. He said that I will still work, just from there. That spirits rule from there, and that I will be dressed in white with two halos, and I will rule from there. He explained that this is because I am connected to this world of people, so I will rule, but from there. Oh, and he also said that when I’m taken, some kind of Sun will open up, and I’ll enter it, and then it will close behind me. He said the Sun is the entrance. I don’t even know what kind of sacred language this is, but that’s how Big Alexander explained it. He also said that the fifth volume is the most serious one, that people will start reflecting on how they’ve lived here, in our time, because they will now understand that everything doesn’t just end after this life. Many people, after reading the book, will need to think about what they’ve deserved after this life – paradise or hell – because both exist, literally and physically. And this is what awaits everyone in the future. Then I told him that I have this feeling that I need to write an entire separate book about everything that happens after death, that I associate it with something like an “Egyptian Book of the Dead” or something similar. And he said, “Yes, yes, yes, you must write this fifth volume.”
Then, after the massage and my conversation with Big Alexander on the 23rd, I came home and started reading. I began, so to speak, directing myself intellectually towards further research on: what is death, what it should be, which sacred ancient scriptures I should search for online to find words and examples to package what I feel and present it to people, and what films I can find that might relate to this topic. So, on the 23rd, I started gathering all this. I began entering search terms again, such as “god of death,” “spirit of death,” trying to understand what these concepts mean and what mythology has to say about them. I also started recalling films about death – not films where people simply die, but specifically about the Spirit of Death. Naturally, I remembered the film