the “world without a mind.” My body would fully recover there, and then I’d return to the human world. So, I’ve been transitioning back and forth – sometimes in the human world, sometimes in my world. And now, it turns out I’ve been on the other side of light, in this fourth dimension, for the past three days. And yes, Big Alexander said: “In this dimension, you can do whatever you want, go wherever you want, and so on.” In the future, all people will transition to this dimension. But I couldn’t... It’s very difficult there. As I’ve described before, this otherworldly realm – I’ve often written about it in my diaries and various books. I’ve also said that if I let go of control of my mind – control of mind is the connection to the human world – if I disable it, it’s as if I forget how many days have passed, and everything becomes one endless day. And, just so you know, this is how the dead feel. Physically, you continue to exist the same way. But while I was in that state for three days, I couldn’t structure anything, couldn’t discipline myself, or organize and arrange all the information. Now, I’ve more or less disconnected from that realm and deliberately returned to the human world. You see, I always intentionally came back to the human world, and this time I’ve done it deliberately, because otherwise, I wouldn’t be able to explain to people what exists in that otherworldly realm. Do you understand what I’m doing? It’s like converting a file from one format to another. Everything I experienced in the world after death, so to speak, in that otherworldly realm – what I felt there – I return to the human world, process it with my mind, thoughts, and logic, and find examples in movies or Wikipedia articles to explain it to people. That’s why I’ll continue to go back and forth, back and forth, between these realms to write this fifth volume. But eventually, there will come a time when I’ll stay fully in that fourth dimension and no longer descend to the human world. At that point, I’ll simply wait for people to visit me there.
Ah, and another curious thing that I told Big Alexander yesterday:
– Alexander, here’s the situation. The people I’ve been sharing this with – friends, acquaintances – they’ve all been physically sick over these past three days, literally. Seriously, they’re all scared, as if they think they’re going to die. But not from the information itself – they describe their state like this: everything is spinning, as if their entire apartment is spinning.