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[Alexandr Korol]

And this is why I always described that it felt as if I were a ghost, as if I were in a parallel reality, like behind glass. I seemed to be here, but at the same time, it was as if I were dead, and time felt like one continuous day – I have always written about this. And so, some readers who came across my books – I was so happy to see them because it felt like people didn’t see me. But if a reader suddenly saw me, I would say, “How great it is that you exist.” I called this “spirituality,” thinking that he was simply spiritual, and I was spiritual too. But in reality, I wasn’t wrong – it truly is spirituality. It just turns out that he is dead, I am dead, we are in the otherworldly realm, not in the world of the living, and that’s why we saw each other, and this person could read my books. But at certain moments, he would try to live as a human, yet he would always be spat back into the otherworldly realm, meaning the world of the living did not accept him. There are people like that. And then there are those who, on the contrary, died recently and became my readers – meaning that at some point, this person was on autopilot, unconscious, and then he suddenly woke up and thought, “Oh! I want spirituality. I want to know the meaning of life.” And he reads my book and is in shock, wondering how everything I write in the book resonates with him so deeply, how the walls seem to melt, how he doesn’t feel his body, how there’s a dizziness like being in “cosmos,” and so on. And he wonders, “How is this possible?” And it’s because he has already entered the otherworldly realm, and he is reading a book that exists only in the otherworldly realm. It exists in all worlds, but he is reading it now, and that’s why he sees me. And also, about a month ago, this person might not have acknowledged me or my book because he was in the world of the living, in that multiverse where, perhaps, catastrophes had already begun, or something had happened to him, and he died. Maybe there’s still a multiverse where the pandemic never ended – understand that. Right now, there are multiple multiverses where, possibly, you and your relatives existed, and in those, the pandemic never ended. But you ended up in a multiverse where it seems like it did end. And your relatives, for some reason, suddenly became deeply spiritual, and you don’t understand why. It’s because the version of you and your relatives that were materialistic rather than spiritual – they already died there. But in this multiverse, both you and they, on the contrary, as if woke up. And here, there is no pandemic, yet at the same time, it’s as if your conscience has awakened. That’s how it works.