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[Alexandr Korol]

After watching the movie “Legion,” I watched “Children of Men.” If you want, you can watch it. Well, it’s so-so. Well, you can watch it. But I even decided not to recommend it. Next, I plan to watch two movies: “Apocalypto” with Mel Gibson, which I have never watched, because I always avoided horror and anything dark, but now, I guess I’m ready to turn a blind eye to that, just to get information, in case there’s a sign there. And I will watch “Apocalypto” and the movie “The Harvest,” also a horror film. Well, the word “harvest” was highlighted to me over the last month. But I hadn’t mentioned it because it hadn’t developed further, but I even googled this word, what it means, like there’s some kind of harvest happening now. And there is a movie called “The Harvest” from 2007. I thought, maybe there will also be some sign or message there.
I feel like things are changing for me again, everything is changing, I don’t know. Or maybe it’s everything that’s flowed into me over the past six months, transforming somehow. Well, yeah, I feel like these third, fourth, and fifth volumes are somehow digesting in my mind, in my body, and I don’t know where else, something is happening.
Big Alexander said, “If you feel that you need to leave the house, go, but only if you feel it. Don’t come up with it in your mind, not when someone tells you, but when you really feel it.” And that’s true. He always said that. So in my case, the most important thing is these feelings, what I feel, that’s what I do. But only I can do that, not you. The demon controls you, so you can’t do that yet. In the new era, you will be able to, but in the old one, it’s only the demon who controls. I already hear the new, so that’s why I’m paying attention to all of this, listening to what I feel. Of course, if I had studies or work, I would go to study or work, but everything else, like going to a café after work or school, is not allowed. Well, maybe that applies to me personally. If we take the example of the funny movie “Legion,” then in my case, since I am the prototype, the character, the main hero of the fifth volume, it makes sense why I need to stay home, not go anywhere, and why I’m being hidden.