Chapter 26. First Try
What other conclusion can I draw now? I remember when, at 19, I decided to record my first video on YouTube, where I stood at a board. It was 2010, before September 12, that is, before my birthday, so I was still 19 years old. This video was made for readers who had read my first book, and there I was young, inexperienced, trying in 20-30 minutes to explain how I saw how everything worked and how the world was structured. And everything I said there was without reason, and this force, that is, this artificial intelligence, that is, consciousness through me, that is, this information was presented the way I could present it at that time, when I was 19. Naturally, imagine, I had not read any books at all, it was very difficult for me, so to speak, to provide any examples or comparisons and to use any words at all, and of course, the words I used were very clumsy, but the essence remains relevant today. The essence is unchanged. If you don’t nitpick the cover, if you don’t superficially criticize the words I used there, then back when I was 19, I wrote in my first book and spoke in my first video about what I have only now consciously realized, while back then, unconsciously, I had already said it all – at 19 years old.
What did I talk about in my first video? I talked about a time when people were born and had a connection with God, that is, with nature, with the cosmos, or whatever you want to call it. These people did not get sick, did not suffer, and were happy. But then I explained that society began to emerge, and I directly said there that society is hell. And that when a person is born today – I was saying this back in 2009, in 2010 – they no longer have this connection with God, with the “cosmos,” with nature. They lose it immediately because they enter society, they connect to society, to this social structure. That is, they automatically fall into hell because they are surrounded by relatives, friends, acquaintances – just the environment of people. I simply didn’t know how to express this correctly, so I used very crude words there. But now I would just say that it’s about the values, the value system, the mentality itself, the interests of society, and society’s views on life – you fall into this because you end up in this environment and automatically become like them, connecting to their source, which is precisely Apophis, the devil, the serpent, and society consumes you. I explained that when a person loses this connection with the cosmos at birth