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[Alexandr Korol]

opposite. And that’s where these thoughts start appearing. And so, here we have two versions of ourselves: false feelings and true feelings, and two versions of our intellect and reasoning – false and true. This is the source of all the turmoil in your life, in mine, in everyone’s, because we are all developing. Some experience less turmoil, some more, depending on how closely you observe yourself, life, and those around you. Take note of this – it’s very curious. Throughout your life, you have repeatedly been the person who lives by the heart, led by God, filled with Spirit – and this is the only cycle where you can fully trust your feelings about how you want to dress, what you want to listen to, eat, watch, who you want to be – everything. Then this cycle ends, and three entirely different cycles begin, during which everything is forgotten to the extent that when you return to that bright spiritual cycle, you no longer remember anything. Or rather, it feels like something entirely new and exciting again, which is why people don’t notice it – they become blind to it. Now imagine, you had that first cycle – the best, brightest, most spiritual one. I don’t know the exact sequence – maybe it’s the same for everyone, maybe different – but let’s take, for example, that the next cycle is the material, but a positive one. This means spirituality disappears, and you must remember it intellectually. You no longer experience it – you don’t get those signals, you have no guiding light, and you can no longer instinctively feel what resonates with you and what doesn’t. It’s as if your feelings have dulled, but your intellect has activated. But you can recall your last spiritual cycle – what music you chose for yourself, what movies you selected, what clothes you picked, what you swore and promised yourself to do and not to do, and the right, bright path you set yourself on. Because stepping onto the right, bright path happens specifically during the spiritual cycle. And the way everything formed back then, when you were in that spiritual cycle, means that when the material cycle begins, it’s time to understand. You already made your choices back then about what resonates with you, and in the second cycle, with your intellect, you must comprehend why it is good, what it gives you, and remember all of it – pay attention. That’s how I used to do it – I could collect a whole set of elements that resonated with my heart, and then when my heart switched off and the material rhythm of the mind, the good mind, turned on, I started noticing – “Wait, everything here is from the UK.” And I thought, “Wow – films from the UK, English music, English clothes, even an English car, even the dog is of an English breed. What is this?” And that’s when you