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[Alexandr Korol]

it’s also because they are emotionally and psychologically strong and stable enough to hold onto such a post. I’ll say this: you see, I’m still raw. I’m not ready, you understand, for the position of some king or president. I turned into some kind of spoiled brat over nothing, over such nonsense. And I understand what a disgrace this is. So here you go, the system is showing me my own weaknesses. The most interesting thing is that, on the one hand, weaknesses are weaknesses, but my other self, the one who writes books, when I am in the process of writing, when I am in the Spirit, I would never fall under any such influence at all. No matter how many provocations were made against me, even real ones without illusions, the most terrifying provocations, I wouldn’t react. I have always been proud of that. But here... Here, first of all, I am not in the Spirit; I am specifically in a different cycle, I am specifically in the underworld. First, they immerse me there, and that’s why I’m like exposed wires, meaning, you see, it’s not that I am like this by nature, it’s that they first made me like some kind of sinful person living in the underworld – not sinful in some way, but with my own fears. They placed me there first, and then they started messing with my head. As I wrote to you before, when I was in the world of the sky and earth – there was no way something like this could happen. For something like this to occur, you first have to fall into the underworld. And so I was first placed in the underworld again, like a cycle of the Sun’s moods, they put me there, and while I was there, that’s why everything seemed that way to me. Like tuning into a frequency... Remember, I used to write in my books that there are different frequencies: if you connect with the wrong person, you’ll end up on a bad frequency, and bad things will start to be attracted. But that was abstract, and here, you see, we are already understanding everything on a more global level – we understand that there is the Sun, there are moods, there are these angles, these cycles, these spirits, there is the main Spirit, there are lower spirits, there are these worlds, people live in different worlds – it’s all clear. Well, what an insane New Year. And when I still hadn’t come out from under this influence, that moment on December 31 – when it all began in the evening – I really started talking to myself and the system, saying, “Guys, for what? Why now? For what? It’s New Year’s, I’m not bothering anyone. I don’t even know what else to deny myself or what else to forbid myself. I’m not on some Maldives, I’m not dancing drunk with celebrities, with bottles of wine, I’m not even drinking. For what?”