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[Alexandr Korol]

you enter the one where you’ve kind of stopped. So, some of you will never enter the darkness again because you’ve already experienced it, and therefore every time you enter the underworld, you immediately enter the level of temptations and sins. And some of you, every time the cycle of the underworld begins again, will enter the darkness because there are cycles in nature. And here’s the paradox: every time the cycle of the underworld started, I didn’t enter the darkness, I didn’t enter the second level of temptations — I entered the third level of justice. And all who know me know this, that at some point, as people claim, the concept of good and evil has become very blurred, when people said that I was very evil. But that wasn’t evil. That was justice. And since childhood, people have known that within me is the Spirit of Justice. And I never understood why the underworld never touched me, no horrors, none of that... Then I remembered that there were periods when I really became like that and started criticizing all my readers through my books, saying things like, “If you are sinful, you will die,” with such a harsh approach: “How dare you not respect your mother or your parents? If you steal, your hand should be cut off.” And everyone thought, “Wow. Is this spirituality? What a strange Alexandr Korol. Why is he so evil?” I’ll put it this way: evil is when you, like a rat, deceitfully deceive me, yourself, and everyone else, and fool everyone for personal gain — that’s evil. But when you deceive, and you’re caught red- handed, when you steal, and you’re reprimanded for it — that is the wrath of God for the greater good and for justice. Do you understand? Justice, that is the God of justice, that’s different. But people, whenever they’re caught red- handed in the act of a crime, and when you yell at them, they are so skillful in twisting things around that when you yell, it’s you who becomes the bad one. And the thief, he’s the good one. Can you imagine how interesting the world is structured now? A paradox.
And it turns out that yes, every time the cycle of the underworld begins, some people fall into the darkness temporarily. If they don’t get stuck there, they will leave once the cycle ends. Some people live there all the time, while others experience it occasionally. So, some of you live in the world of the sky, some in the world of the earth, but occasionally you go through another cycle of the underworld, sins, and temptations, where dark thoughts creep into your mind, unpleasant ones. It might even seem like they’re material, but without