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[Alexandr Korol]

You have absolutely no fear, no doubt, no thoughts — none of that human stuff is there at all. You’re just here and now, like some alien, like an observer — as if someone is looking through you at everyone else. As if something like that entered me. Even though I’m still there — my memory is still there — but the consciousness, or whatever I’m connected to, is something else entirely. Some kind of force. And then I felt something — though, you see, what I’m describing, what happened back then, I didn’t realize it all at the very moment I was standing there. I only became aware of those things, what truly happened to me, over the next few days after that place of power. Because you only start to notice it in everyday life. Like, I’m walking along Nevsky Prospect, and I begin to notice that I see the city differently — as if the angle of perception, the focus, had shifted. But I had noticed this with people before too. I, essentially, am zero — and when I walk with someone, as I used to say, from world five, frequency five, and if that person’s focus is only, say, on women, then suddenly, walking down Nevsky Prospect, my attention also somehow keeps getting pulled toward women. And I think, “What is this nonsense?” That never used to happen to me. And then I meet up with someone else — walk down Nevsky again — and suddenly my attention is caught by homeless people, by police officers, by some dangerous-looking guys. As if I’ve become fearful, constantly watching my back. And I understand: that’s not me — it’s him. I’ve tuned into his frequency, seeing everything through his lens, through his prism. Because I know that when I walk alone, I see things completely differently. And even then, walking alone, I could switch it — depending on what music I listened to. I could change the angle of perception. And therefore, I changed the world, the frequency, the rhythm I walked to — and that’s how I traveled between worlds. And that time, it was as if another layer had been peeled back, another angle from which I could see Petersburg. When I went through places of power — not just that first one, but in general — I felt like certain traits, qualities, characteristics started to appear within me. My temperament and personality began to shift, as if... You know, every person is made up of their own pluses and minuses. And I felt like a whole flood of knowledge, of sciences, was being poured into me, and I became someone completely different. And it all happened internally at first — and then it started to manifest physically. It was like I was still the same on the outside, but even people around me could tell: “He would never have done that,”