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[Alexandr Korol]

Back then, I always thought that if you’re sick, it means you don’t have energy — I was still young. And then, later in 2010, when I met again with Big Alexander, he told me that under no circumstances should I ever heal people, and never talk about it to anyone — that it was bad. He gave me examples, like people would later blame me, that if one of their relatives died, they’d think he didn’t have to die, because I could’ve healed him, and then I’d be the one at fault. People would panic and everything. “So better play dumb and never help or heal anyone. Your job is to write books. That’s it.” So from 2010, when I was going through power places, he gave me that advice, and I said, “Okay, okay, I got it. I won’t do it anymore.”

So, what am I getting at? It’s just interesting how it all developed back then and what kind of abilities I had. And this story about how everything we talk about — that’s what exists, is the same as how it was like the first manifestations of my abilities back then. The first was sensitivity — that I felt every person, what he was thinking. For example, he received a text message, and I immediately feel what he feels — lust, or aggression, or fear. And that immediately could transform in me into thoughts, and theoretically, I could — a bit clumsily at the time, but I practiced it — say, already put it into human text and say what he was thinking. And he would say: “Whoa, how did you know that?” I always said what someone was thinking. So I always knew who was lying, who was bad, who was good, who committed what crimes — I felt it all. As if I started to see it, how he did it, or something like that. So I felt it all this way. Empathy. Then this thing with energy, turns out. But I haven’t tried this energy thing in a long time. I should try. I haven’t tried anything in a long time. Back then, during that same period, from what I experienced, it was that when I went into some strange state, this unusual one, with energy, then the food around me would change taste, and the taste of a drink would change — I also tried that back then and everyone was surprised. Now that’s kind of erased from my mind, I forgot it. And back then I also had this kind of thinking... But it’s not just thinking. When Big Alexander was talking to me — as it turned out later, at the end of the first volume of “Alternative History” — it was actually me talking to myself. That Spirit entered into me as a child and entered into Big Alexander during our first meeting in December or November 2009.