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[Alexandr Korol]

like a crosshair in a grid, like the squares in a notebook. And when you stand in that point, there’s this energy — back then I perceived it as a beam coming from above — that enters into me and sort of transforms me. That’s how I understood it in 2010. Today, I see it all differently. But in 2010, I understood it like this: that I had an energy body — like a network of neurons, threads, these webs — and that a lot of it was blocked, jammed, like puzzles that hadn’t clicked into place yet. And we all have different levels of openness and blockage. And what happens when I connect to this channel — when I pass through a place of power — is that it’s like it switches on lights in me that were turned off. We have lights inside us that can either ignite or go out depending on how we live and what we do. And I understood that my red lights — like illnesses or some internal problems — disappear; they turn green. And also dormant lights turn green, as if some potential inside me gets activated. I perceived it as though I was being irradiated by energy that fully restores my health, my energetic body, my physical body, and my soul — and switches on the soul. And that soul, it felt like it wasn’t fully assembled inside me — that some pieces were missing. Or maybe the pieces were there but just not turned on, and the place of power switched them on. That’s the kind of process I felt when going through places of power. I didn’t think of it as stepping into another world or dimension, or that it was a portal, or that it was a shift in perception, or multiverse-related. At the time, I knew none of that. In 2010, my thinking was much simpler — just based on what vocabulary I had and what associations were available to me. That was the frame I gave to what I was feeling back then: that these lights were being turned on in me and blocks were being removed — through the technique of opening the channel and through places of power. But I definitely felt that these places of power were different from each other. I don’t even know how to explain it now, but one place of power felt completely different from another. Different states, different energy. At one place, you’d feel more pressure in your stomach. At another, in your chest. And at a third, you’d nearly lose consciousness to the point of nausea. Why they’re different — I still don’t know. And the most interesting thing is this: tell any other friend to go there, and they’ll describe word for word exactly what I described — even if they didn’t know anything beforehand. Which means it’s not suggestion. The effect is real and identical for everyone. And I, being a skeptic, always tried to test it. I don’t know how it works