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[Alexandr Korol]

– Who told you? – “They” did.

And maybe that was the first time I called them “they.” The person asks me:

– What do you mean? Who are ‘they’?
– ‘They’? Who else? The ones who control everything.

I would say it like that, in that tone: “What, you don’t know who controls everything? ‘They’ do.” He asks:

– What do you mean, ‘they’? How do you hear them? How do they speak to you?
– Well, I just hear them in my head.
– Who are ‘they’? What are ‘they’?
– I don’t know, but just those who rule everything. But ‘they’ are somewhere beyond, and I can hear and feel them. ‘They’ always guide me, so it’s best not to mess with me or deceive me, because this force protects me. If this force said, ‘No-no, don’t meet with him,’ then I won’t, and I won’t go against this force.

And there were moments when we even kind of played a game with this voice, in the sense that “they” could tell me, “don’t go there,” and I would go anyway — and adventures would happen. And then I would apologize, say to “them,” “Sorry, I won’t do that again, I’ll listen to you.” So there were moments when I didn’t listen to them, and then something bad would happen, and I’d start believing in “them” again and listening to and hearing “them.” But it’s like... it’s really like two different states — when you feel them in your head and when you don’t. When you don’t feel them inside, then it’s like your little flame is extinguished, like you’re disconnected from something higher. You’re just this lost human. When “they” are there, you’re not alone, and you always have this insane support, this confidence. And these “they,” or “it,” or “he” — this connection to that — is very important, and I was always afraid of losing it. Because it’s like... You see, this voice, or these “they,” is actually that higher intelligence — and even within that intelligence, there are levels and sublevels depending on what you can handle, your rank, how powerful a being you can perceive —