I’m building it on top of itself, as if it had already been built before, and even had time to collapse, and now I’m building it again in the same place. That’s one of the versions.
Question: You briefly mention that when you were in Los Angeles, you went to the crystal shop a second time, but with awareness, and bought different stones. And then it turned out that there are stones that, on the contrary, take away energy. Can you elaborate more on which stones? Does this affect everyone or not? Should one be careful with this? What are the consequences?
Yes, that happened, but I never fully studied it. There was a case where I went into a crystal shop. All the shelves, all the display cases were filled with crystals. And what did I do? Just like before, when I was searching for artifacts that emit energy, I would stand in front of a display and look at one stone, then another, then a third. And if I looked at the third one and felt some pressure in my head or burning in my chest, or energy in my hands — if I felt something — then what? It was emitting. Meaning, I didn’t feel anything from the first one, but I did from this one — it was emitting. So into the basket it went. Then I kept looking, looking — bam, another one was emitting — into the basket. I didn’t try to figure anything out; if it emitted, that was enough. That was my approach: if it emits, then it’s good, and I selected them that way. That was my first trip to the crystal shop out of the two. Before that, I had bought stones at the museum where the dinosaur is in Los Angeles. And then I went to a separate shop. And so at first, I bought all the stones that emitted something. I didn’t get into their names or prices, I just bought them. I really liked it. I surrounded myself with them, sometimes walking with one stone, then with another. Of course, I kept track of how I felt from each one — this one feels like this, that one like that. But I still didn’t fully understand how each one affected me; I just knew that the energies were different, and I felt — most importantly — that the energy was indeed present. Yes, my rhythm would change, but the main point was that the stone was giving energy. I would begin to feel like all my chakras were activating — figuratively speaking. That was good. Better than feeling no energy at all. So I always sought out energies — just anything that would connect me to the “cosmos”, so to speak. Then, at some point, during my second visit to the shop,