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[Alexandr Korol]

structurally, what are March–April–May? Maybe, if it’s spring, and then it goes in subdued tones, March is day, April is evening, and May is night. Could it be? Why? Because the main thing is already spring, and the three months, but the main thing is spring. And then, we turn the triangle, and the next face of the triangle arrives — that’s summer. And summer starts with three months: June, July, August. And since it’s summer, then maybe for it, for this summer, it starts like this: the first month, June, is spring — just as an example. Or maybe not spring, but let’s say, if summer has already begun, then fine, maybe the first month, June, is like the mood of autumn, July is like the mood of winter, and August is like the mood of spring. And summer not, because it’s already there, it’s the cycle of “summer,” it’s already strange. Could it be? That’s the secret. Also interesting.
More thoughts came to me — maybe, really, along with the fact that I’m growing and society is growing, maybe there will also be the discovery of some opposite force, and maybe there really will be a battle with it. These are the thoughts I’ve been having. Of course, there’s that good theory that maybe society is actually a kind of friend to God, who first destroyed the old system, but only for the good — so that all the people who lost their connection with reality, who are now tempted by society, will later just switch to the new reality, and they will all become luminous. And on the contrary, they are people ripening for the bright future. Maybe that’s how it is. That’s one version. But maybe the version is different — that these are all people who, on the contrary, haven’t passed any kind of selection, and that it’s all parasitic, and that now everything is happening so strangely, with so many parasites, the whole world collapsing, and so few luminous people, and that something must happen so that only the luminous remain. I don’t know. Will the dark ones go to hell? I don’t know. I’m still trying to formulate all of this in my mind properly, so I can later ask good, thoughtful questions to the Mystic-Old-Man and Big Alexander.

Maybe someone remembers — I described this interesting thing once, and I thought about it again today. I once wrote, when I was in the Spirit of the main God during the summer, something like: “And why do entities drink, smoke, do whatever they want?” I had just noticed this thing — when I’m