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[Alexandr Korol]

because people tend to latch on immediately: “what’s the name,” “who’s the person,” “what’s the title.” But that’s not what matters, you understand? Because in your case, all of this will happen under different circumstances.

So let me put it this way, in general terms. If you have a factory, you’ll have problems at the factory. If you’re a doctor, you’ll have problems there. If you’re obsessed with health, your problems will be with health. If you’re a fanatic about relationships, if you have a family, the test will come there. That is, whatever surrounds your focus — your attention — that’s where betrayal, setups, theft, exploitation will happen, anything at all. If it’s relationships, then cheating; if it’s work, then stealing; if something is registered, then lawsuits will come your way — just like that. But beyond this physical attack, which alone could drive someone insane — because imagine, you have to sort all this out, resolve it all — besides that kind of attack... And imagine, it’s God doing this for your benefit. Imagine, this is the path to becoming God. And the second thing that happens when this beautiful Spirit of Death attacks you — the second wave — is the “seems like” and “hallucinations.” Like you’re so weak... What is it called? Your nervous system, as if it’s so raw and exposed that you flinch at the slightest rustle. And also, you become so paranoid that... There was an episode in season five of “Smallville,” where he got infected by a meteorite, and he started hallucinating too — like his father had taken money, though there was no money, and he thought everyone was against him. And it’s the same thing — as if there’s a second version. The first version is a physical attack — problems everywhere, as if your entire social-material world is under siege. And the second test is this sense of hallucination and illusion. Physically, nothing seems to be happening, but you’re paranoid, thinking maybe someone’s deceiving you — you really believe it. You feel like someone’s plotting something against you or something else, or you react to everything sharply, intensely, ferociously. But I feel that thanks to what’s happening right now — do you know what it’s doing? Why it’s all actually for the better, good? Because it’s as if, through all this that’s going on right now, I can feel how my eighth corner is strengthening. Can you imagine? What is the eighth corner? It’s the state of a person-observer outside the system, when he exists in the here and now, and watches everything from the side like a Spirit, like a ghost.