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[Alexandr Korol]

— How do you even feel, knowing what’s coming in the future, who you are? — And I don’t feel anything — I simply exist here and now. Like, you’re going to leave now — do you think I know what I’m going to do next, that I have a plan? No. I’ll close the door, look around, and whatever I see — something will highlight what I need to do. Maybe someone will call me at that moment, maybe someone will message me, or maybe I won’t even pick up the phone at all, and I’ll just start cleaning up first. Anything could happen. And how do you feel in general? Well okay, you want me to show you something funny?

I took a candy — a lollipop — just picked it up in my hand and imagined that it entered my field, the one I’m in, my world, the eighth corner. And then I gave it to him and said:

— Well, go ahead, try the candy.

He tries it, and that’s it — he starts to feel the way I feel. That is, he begins to feel me — or more precisely, he connects to what I’m connected to. And naturally, that amplifies the state even more. He was already in a vacuum, and now it’s like it multiplied by ten. Just like that. And right now my palms are burning, my chest is burning, my head is heavy. And it’s as if I’ve become some kind of creature or insect again. Even when I looked at my face in the mirror, my eyes looked crazy, wild. Like it’s my body, but the eyes — as if someone else is sitting inside. Very unusual.
I remember having something similar back in 2010 when I was going through places of power in St. Petersburg. I don’t know if this story radiates or if it will activate something in you or not. Right now I’m immersed in it and decided to capture it. First and foremost for the eighth volume — since it’s dedicated to awakening, to the exit from Mara, to awakening — well, something is happening, something inside me is beginning to switch on. But I wouldn’t get too excited just yet, in the sense that I might still be returned again to the world of people, then again to this eighth corner, then again to the world of people. This could happen several more times in stages, so it doesn’t mean that I’ve now entered something forever. It could still fade away, like it has before.