closed and talk to the voice, I ask questions and receive answers. But now when the Spirit is completely in me I might say “The Spirit told me” but really He is me. At this moment. I am just saying it because it is easier for you to understand. ”I asked him” – it is me. I know right away what is good and what is bad. What to choose, where to go. I can point my finger to the map of the world and tell you which locations I approve of and which are not. It is me, it is Him, the Spirit.
When I came up with my first book a long time ago, people were coming from all over the world to look at me. I didn’t know who I was. They called me “indigo child”. I didn’t understand what it was. Everyone wanted to touch me, to talk to me. And people were shocked how I knew everything about them. A person describes to me his mother-in-law and I start talking like her. He is totally shocked:
– How are you doing it?
– I don’t know, You just started talking and I became her. As if what I feel in me right now, that is what I do. Because I am a zero myself.
A lot of people were writing me letters ten years ago and crying to me that only I can understand them. Some people were asking for forgiveness for something they’ve done. I understand now. They were not talking to me as Alex. They were talking to the Spirit. As if they knew even though I didn’t talk about it back then. I didn’t know what it’s called.
I didn’t check this yet, but the Spirit is pointing my attention to research everything where this matrix of nature is. I am researching it now. It is helping me to decipher it. A person cannot see and decipher it with his mind. I am spending all my time studying and researching it. This is one of my recent thoughts. I didn’t open the pictures yet, I didn’t see the diagrams, I didn’t draw anything. But I mentioned before that there are different zodiac signs. Some signs are like people and some are like animals. Pay attention to it if you want to decipher it and continue to apply it to fit into the concept of the matrix. I remember one of my readers wrote to me, “Alexandr, you know everything, please help me to understand. There is Libra. Where does it belong? There are animals and there