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[Alexandr Korol]

all of that could wait. How could one sleep peacefully knowing this, seeing what others do not see? And why is no one interested in this? After all, this could explain who we are and why we live here, while everyone else is just thinking about filling their stomachs with food. Imagine how I felt back then, at 20 years old. This greatly intensified the feeling of loneliness — a pleasant kind, but loneliness nonetheless. Loneliness can be different. Sometimes it was pleasant; I felt incredibly happy, as if I were in a movie, yet still alone because no one could truly understand me. It was good that there were still kind people around who didn’t mock me or trivialize it, because many people who don’t understand tend to immediately distort or laugh at it, often turning it into a joke. And it’s wonderful that there were people who didn’t mock me or this information, but tried to understand. I am deeply grateful to them; their support was very significant. They had great faith in me. Thank you.
I began to study the end of the Bible, the Revelation of John the Theologian, the Apocalypse. For some reason, I felt that this is happening now, that we are living in that time. Again, I saw there was a hidden meaning. At the moment of creation in the beginning of the Bible, it speaks of seven days, and in the Revelation of John, there are seven stages, seven seals that are opened. Then there are the four horsemen, which to me represent again four elements, four essences. I thought, “Wow, how is this possible? Another formula.” But what shocked me the most was the 4th and 21st chapters of the Revelation of John the Theologian, the Apocalypse, if my memory serves me correctly. Because in chapters 4 and 21 the throne of God is mentioned. And when I started to see with my own eyes again those numbers — 24 elders, 12 gates or 12 apostles, three gates on each side for the four cardinal directions — I thought, “Wow, again the matrix, again the formula. How can this be? This is not a scientific book on geometry. This is not some kind of pseudo- science like alchemy, as society tends to call it. But this is religion, which deserves respect and trust. And there is a hidden meaning there too.” And when I saw this hidden meaning, I trusted the Bible. When I saw this hidden meaning, I came to believe that the Bible is from God. But so many people, when I started decoding the Bible, tried to impose on me that the Bible is fake, artificial, rewritten and corrected a thousand times,