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[Alexandr Korol]

or feel other people, because you are already in an extreme, already in some corner, in some other one. But when you are “zero,” nothing, nobody, then you see all the worlds and all the people, and that’s why you are not seen. This is the scientific point of view, the explanation. After all, you are seen when you are defined, when you enter some room, some corner where people are. That’s when you become defined and visible, but at the same time you no longer see other worlds, other people, because that’s it, you are limited like people. But if you are “zero,” then the opposite — you are not seen, because you are undefined, but you see everyone and everything. And that is the position of an angel, or God, I don’t know... Well, of course, the main God — it’s not even possible for us to imagine who that is, where that is, so it’s probably better to describe it as still being the world of angels. And probably that’s why God told me the first time, when I was 18, when I went into a strange state, and He told me that I had come here not to live but to work, and that I am an angel. He couldn’t have said it in words — this was the impulse He gave me, and within the framework of my worldview and vocabulary I packed it into a cover and called it that. That’s how interestingly everything is arranged again. Of course, there are still many questions, and whether I will manage to ask them to myself and share the answers before I completely leave for this magical world or not, I don’t know. But for now, I still have one foot in the world of people. And the questions are, of course, like this: why did I need to forget this world in order to find it again and remember it? Just to give this message to people and write it in books? Maybe then it makes sense. That’s my work. It’s interesting to observe how now in all social networks and even in cinema there is endlessly repeated mention that we live in multiverses, that there are many dimensions, that everything is a simulation, that death does not exist, that we do not die. That is, everything is leading to this. So it turns out that the impulse from somewhere, the main source that is transmitted — I caught it and expressed it within the framework of the book, because I am a writer, and the cleaner I am, the more purely I was able to convey it through my books. But you shouldn’t think that I am God or someone. No. I am actually now leading to the point that, in essence, this impulse was felt by all kinds of different people. There are many of these people, not just me. It’s just that each person, to the extent that he