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[Alexandr Korol]

And earlier in this world of heaven I could listen to songs without knowing what they were about or who the performer was. I could watch movies too, as if perceiving them with feelings. And the most interesting thing is that with video it had an entirely different meaning. That is, truly as if the world of heaven is some other magical world. And about choosing: in the world of heaven if you play the lottery, figuratively speaking, or in a casino, you don’t want to think about which numbers to pick. You simply go by feelings: I’ll take this one, the top left, as if in an instant, as if all your decisions are made in the very first fraction of a second. If you take even a little longer, starting to make a decision, then it is already bad, it means doubt, it means thoughts, analysis, it means everything is already the world of doubts, the world of people. But the world of heaven, the world of faith, is all yes, immediately yes or immediately no, and there should be no hesitation. You always feel right away, yes or no, always. Therefore, if someone says to me, let’s go to the forest, if I feel it inside right away, I don’t need to think what forest, for how long we will go, simply if I feel inside yes, then it means yes. If I don’t feel it, it means no, and no hesitation. There are no hesitations in the world of heaven. Always immediately, in the very first fraction of a second you know the answer: yes or no. And it is so magically easy, that in the world of people, opening a wardrobe, you can feel insane tension, thinking, doubting which sweater, T-shirt, shirt to wear. But in the world of heaven you don’t even think about it at all. And at the same time you look a thousand times more interesting, beautiful, and attractive than in any other worlds. Can you imagine?

That is, the world of heaven is literally world without the mind. And you, as if by feeling, take some shoes, pants, hop-hop-hop, put them on, go, and you think you did it chaotically, without the mind, but at the same time only the very best specialist in the world could have selected things as harmoniously as you did. And this harmony is already built inside you, like nature. And it seems as if you let everything go its own way, but in fact, if people judged it with the mind and tried to calculate, they would see in all this a clear calculation and harmony. Can you imagine? And that is why earlier I wrote about this, that I lived without the mind, and everything I did, afterward I would