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[Alexandr Korol]

Chapter 13. Back to Heaven

Another insight I had was when I entered the world of people and wanted to leave it, to return to the world of heaven — I did not understand what I needed to do for that. Because I had entered the world of people deliberately. My next journey had ended, and what did I do? I rented a place to stay for more than three days, whereas everywhere I had always stayed no more than three days, even two, but here it was more than three. Then I went on social networks, went to the news, started replying to everyone’s letters, started calling everyone, started listening to everyone, started answering people’s questions, listening to their lives — that is, connecting into their worlds. And when I began to do all this, I entered the world of earth. And I understood that I needed it, I had things to do, and on one hand, everything was according to plan. That is, I intentionally entered the world of earth, from the world of heaven I went into the world of earth. And that was correct, I did it deliberately. But then, when the matters ended, I did nothing in order to enter the world of heaven again. And I turn on, you see, my kind songs, Yann Tiersen, and I hear nothing, as if I feel nothing, as if they don’t capture my attention, as if my thoughts are... as if my attention has been stolen by some thoughts, just about nothing. And there is also this state, that the matters are finished, but I cannot sit at home, whereas in the world of heaven you can sit even 10 hours and just listen to music, but here I cannot focus on the music, cannot just sit with a book or with music. Instead, I urgently need to go somewhere, meet someone, call someone, literally run somewhere, into the world of people. And why? Because that is the rhythm, because the mind is switched on, because the mind is hungry, it wants continuation. And why am I describing this?

And it turned out that I was in the world of heaven, that is, in the world of magic, but when I began to get into everyday life, I went into the world of earth, that is, I grounded myself, and when I finished the earthly matters, the matters ended, but I remained in the world of earth. And it turns out that when you are in business, in the world of people, in the world of earth, you feel good, because your mind and you yourself psychologically always want