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[Alexandr Korol]

to happiness, and to the world of heaven. So I take note for myself: I must definitely make this little bone into a piece of jewelry. Again, it would be more proper to make it of gold, or at least gilded. But for some reason, all of this Fortune and the entire heavenly world — it seems that the objects within it should mostly be adorned with bright stones, if gemstones are used at all, and above all, that they should be gold. And what is most interesting is that in this whole story, the symbols themselves have become more important than the gemstones. It feels as though, if I were to make a ring without a stone but engrave all these elements upon it, it would still be super-magical. This is the kind of thing I keep puzzling over, and what I want to have recorded.

Still further, what I recorded on June 25, five days ago I recorded for myself again... Very curious, first of all, I recorded for myself, I caught myself on the fact that now it is beginning to happen by itself, and I immediately remember that in childhood it was the same, that under no circumstances, precisely in the world of heaven, under no circumstances must you listen to other people. This is so important that it is simply astonishing. That is, it turns out that in the world of earth, in the underworld, you can and must listen to people, draw conclusions, think, remember, recall, compare, draw conclusions, but in the world of heaven everything is different. In the world of heaven, if a person is truly with a switched-on heart, his heart connected to heaven, then here your number one guide is only your heart, and it will never deceive and will always prompt you. But here is the paradox: no matter how many times you look at and listen to quotes from various films and series about how you must listen to your heart, no matter how often people encounter these prompts, no matter how much they try to do it, afterward everything always ended badly. And now it is very important that you understand why this is so. You must listen to the heart only when you are certain that it is switched on and when you are in the world of heaven. In all other cases, if a person listens to the heart, in reality it will be his animal instincts from demons and sins, or else some incomprehensible imposed thoughts, desires, or perhaps he will be driven by certain fears, instincts, while he thinks that it is from the soul, from the heart.