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[Alexandr Korol]

And on where Big Alexander is. And on some of our decisions, as if something happens. And I said:

— So, maybe the cataclysms that happen in the world are because of me?
— That is exactly what I am saying.

What he meant by “that is exactly what I am saying,” and what exactly is “because of me,” in what sense to understand this — that is another question. But he says that I will go on to explain to people how certain decisions, intentions, thoughts, as if even our actions, reflect upon the whole world. And these miracles, miracles I will show. Although in fact, when I told him that after the world of heaven would come the world of earth, what I meant was that we must separate the world of heaven from the world of earth, that we must learn to see this boundary, this difference. And the material world, since it has not been described in my books, then perhaps there will be an entire volume about it, and this is materialization, the realization of me. Thus I was in the underworld, then in the world of the dead I was dead, now I have only been born, right now I am being born, everything now is as if in theory and in feelings in this magical world of heaven, and afterward I must appear, manifest as the material me — this is the world of earth. The same thing, but materialization — but it is the materialization of the world of heaven, which means it is a good world, it is not the evil society of the underworld, but it is my world, only also material, in practice, as they say, as I understand it, the world of earth. And even if we now suppose with my analytical cast of mind, when Volume Nine of the novel “Alternative History” ends, perhaps both the world of heaven and the earth will go into it, and all of this will be Volume Nine. Or perhaps Volume Nine will be only about heaven, and Volume Ten will be a separate volume about the world of earth, I do not know. But still, by feeling, it is as if right up to August–September I am revealing everything about the world of heaven, about luck and fate, in Volume Nine. And afterward the material will begin, thus the next volume. And probably this is exactly that time about which Big Alexander speaks, that it will be “oh-oh-oh.” Perhaps all this will be realized, materialized, and precisely by the end of 2025.