Introduction
Welcome to my new volume of the novel “Alternative History,” the tenth volume.
It is now the end of July 2025, and yet I... Right now, 10 minutes ago, I made
the final decision that the ninth volume, the previous one, must still be focused
only on the theme of the world of heaven. And since new information has
started coming to me now, it must already be in the new volume, that is, in this
new volume that I am starting now. Throughout July, while I was working on
and editing the ninth volume, I was entering other worlds, besides the world
of heaven. And I did not understand why, what was the reason, that I was
connecting somewhere else into something. Well, probably it is necessary, after
all, dynamics are needed. And the first such sign was, I have it recorded now,
it was the eighteenth, in principle, even the seventeenth of July, it began to be
highlighted for me, that is, I began to feel differently. Not as if I had materially
closed myself off and fallen into the world of earth, and not as if I were happy,
intoxicated, all in miracles in the world of heaven. But rather there was a
sensation that I was like super-clear, unreal clarity, unreal awareness, as if I
were looking at everything from the side. As if I can be in any world at once, but
at the same time I am somewhere... There is a feeling as if it is like some kind of
control panel, as if this is truly some highest stage. But I understand that I have
been in this state a thousand times in my life, but I simply could not distinguish
and discern them, and I did not understand what it means to be in the world
of the heart, what it means to be in the world of the mind, what it means to be
in the underground kingdom or what it means to be in the Spirit. And then it
turned out that one can also be in a different Spirit. And here I understand that
I am in some Spirit, but in which one — it is unclear. And in some world, it is
unclear in which. That is, it is a corridor, but what kind of corridor? What kind
of world is this? Is it the afterlife kingdom, that is, the world of the dead, where
I am “zero,” or is it still something else, but definitely not the world of heaven.
When I began to notice this — specifically, feeling different within myself,
that was when I talked with the mystic-old-man, about the flying saucer
among other things, and talked with Big Alexander about the flying saucer.
And Big Alexander grumbled then, asking how it was that the mystic-
old-man did not even notice what happened at the beginning of July.