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[Alexandr Korol]

And I generally didn’t react to anything. And from the fact that I talked
to him, and even got through to the point that this evil spirit came out of
him, and a normal person woke up in him, that as if I even bent him into
my corner. As if I learned so strongly to defend... well I am still learning,
this teaches me, what Big Alexander says, this teaches me this now, this
is a crazy force. That as if, whatever anyone did, I must remain in my
dimension, in my world, on my some kind of high frequency, for example,
in the world of heaven, let’s call it that. “And whatever happens, that whatever
extraneous creatures, no matter how they come for you, so that they could
in no case throw you off this world, off yours.” And now this beast did not
succeed in doing this. And he, on the contrary, took and fell into my world.
Or rather, he probably cannot fall into my world, but the essence is that this
person into whom the beast moved, the beast jumped out of him, and the
person became normal. That is, as if I bent my corner with my this kindness,
humility, and forgiveness. Can you imagine? And this is right this humility,
forgiveness, I am being taught this right now, and this is a crazy force, you can’t
even imagine. Crazy force. And again, what is most interesting in memories
from childhood, that I was already like this. Because when I wrote the first
book and when I left home in 2007, 2008, then I described that I had such
a state, as if I had no feelings, no emotions. And as if even if an accident
happens, sudden braking, I won’t even flinch. And as if even if a gun is put to
my head, I generally don’t care. And I was like that. It doesn’t matter who is
in front of me, that is, you cannot feel inside yourself even a percent of jitters
or fear or irritation, something else. Generally, there is simply none of this.
You are as if so clear and calm that it is just amazing. And now again this
all begins to return in me. But only again thanks to my teacher. And my
teacher is the beast.