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[Alexandr Korol]

anymore, but he will continue to work with me. Big Alexander said that both
options are suitable, and that even if it is the first option, then it means the
beast will either simply be defeated that way and will not appear again.
Or the next, another employee will appear, either a new one or some old
one, whom the beast will possess. But if it truly happens so that I will not be
the guilty one and will not scold, and the person leaves on his own, then, in
principle, this can also be considered as the case that if he later feels his guilt
and does not twist everything so that I am to blame, then it is quite possible
this can be considered a victory. As you can see, the victory can be such that
the employee might stay, or might not stay. But the essence is that either
way, after his last trial — well, not a trial, but as if a last chance is given to this
beast and this employee — that once more he must, as if, definitely stumble
and do some dirty trick, and I must already be ready and react correctly, and
then it depends on the employee. That is, let’s say, either way his conscience
will awaken, but after it awakens, he will either regret everything he did,
but in the end, he will no longer work with me, or maybe he will even continue
to work with me. There are these two options. Next, I ask Big Alexander:

— Alright. Here I am going through such a difficult path, all of this. One person
wrote me a message, a reader, saying that what if I alone out of all people
stepped forward and am going through all these trials, so that if I pass them,
then this is exactly what will reflect upon all people, and I will save all people
this way, and as if it will be counted that they have walked this whole path.
— Well yes, that is how it is, that you chose such a difficult path, and you
must walk it.
— Alright, but when I walk it, let’s say, when I finish writing the books — will
that be considered the completed path, or when I overcome the beast, will
that be considered the completed path? But when I walk this path, then what
next, is it all over, the end? Or will they still let me live somehow as a human,
or how will it happen?
— No one will let you die, — he laughed and said, — you will still have many,
many all sorts of adventures, you will have some other kind of path, you will
be some kind of material guru, so that people will line up for you, and if you
extend your hand to someone, then everything in their life immediately
becomes good and lucky, and to whom you do not extend your hand —
that person is finished.