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[Alexandr Korol]

— You planted a seed, you showed this person the way, and he saw it —
this is how you defeated that demon, that beast. You showed him the truth,
showed him the reality he is running from, showed him who he really is,
showed him that everything is real. And this person will now think more and
more every day about how he was wrong, and he will be faced with a choice.
But the struggle will be with himself now; you are no longer needed for that.
You are done, you’ve fulfilled your task and earned your bonuses. That
person must now decide for himself, because he understands 50% that he
needs to be a righteous person and not let the devil in. But the other side,
the dark 50%, wants to take him into the darkness. So he must make the
choice within himself now. This person will try being both good and bad,
as if he’s figuring it out. Но this is his path now, not mine.

I also told Big Alexander that I had been talking to Mystic-Old-Man for
a full half-hour about who I am. I told him that from 2009 or 2010 to this day,
Mystic-Old-Man has been evading the answer of who I am, and that I was
tormenting the poor Mystic-Old-Man again, cornering him, and he got
scared — scared once again. And what did Big Alexander say to all this?
He said that Mystic-Old-Man cannot take on such a responsibility; he
himself still cannot believe one hundred percent in what he might say, and
therefore he cannot say it. It’s as if he isn’t ready, and that it’s normal — that
he understands him. That is what Big Alexander said. And what do I mean?
Well, it’s the same as, imagine, for instance — I also gave examples about
myself in the previous volumes of “Alternative History” — that I cannot
say I am the Son of God, because for me, it’s just... I feel ashamed.
And when you feel ashamed or you’re not sure, even though all the signs point
to it — no, it means it’s not time yet. And the essence is that it’s a similar
situation there. If you read the conversation I shared earlier with Mystic-
Old-Man, he’s like... I already got him to talk to the point where he admitted
he was aware — at first, as he said, he was aware that there was someone
like that out there, but he didn’t know it was me. Because he didn’t know
me then, but he knew that someone existed, “someone there.” And later it
turned out that it was me, but for him, that is just “wow.” Do you understand?