Consequently, you are in some kind of — let’s say — era, a cycle of the
underworld, where everyone is throwing stones at you and you are a kind
of preacher. I suggested that now it’s as if that time has ended, and I am
moving into a time, a period, where I must be either the Father or the Spirit.
And then we were analyzing two versions, because I suggested that I should
be the Father, because it’s as if I’ve grown up, grown wiser. And it is shown
there that it’s all the same person, the Son and the Father, and it’s as if you’ve
grown wiser, you’ve turned on this wisdom and heart — meaning you are no
longer a martyr. And that perhaps this period I am entering is now arriving.
And then, when I die, I will become the Spirit; after being the Father,
when I die, I will become the Spirit. But still, my presence — maybe through
my knowledge or books, my teachings — will remain; meaning my Spirit,
It will remain. And I myself, as the Father, later when I grow old and die,
I will remain as the Spirit. I suggested that, but you said no.
Friend: Yes, I said that perhaps everything is slightly different — you are
everything simultaneously. That is, if we assume that the linearity of time is
absent, then in that case, you can move, relatively speaking, from one state
to another. And you are, as it were, everything at this moment in time or at
another moment in time — meaning everything at once. You are transitioning
from one state to another, yet at the same time, you can be in any state.
Something like that.
Alexandr: I remember.
Friend: We were saying this because...
Alexandr: Right, I remember you even used me as an example, saying you
see that I can be different, as if I am already these different characters
simultaneously.
Friend: Yes. It’s as if you can... and it happens simultaneously, meaning
there is no clear-cut transition. It’s as if you speak with one voice...
Alexandr: You mean this can happen in a single day?
Friend: Yes. Well, not just in a single day; it can happen during a single
conversation. That is, relatively speaking, there are these — let’s call them
toggles — that switch within you, and you can simultaneously speak, say, with
one person... if there are two people, for instance, you can speak to one person
on behalf of one name, and to the other person, relatively speaking, on behalf
of another name, and the voice changes while doing so. I’ve noticed that.