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[Alexandr Korol]

Alexandr: As if something is speaking through me. Like I’m not trying
to remember, not trying to reflect for a long time on how to make the right
decision. But as if I just delivered a clear picture, broke it all down myself,
laid it all out, and handled it all.
Friend: It’s like the example I gave you — when you speak quickly, and I can’t
quite keep up with the understanding. It’s as if I understand, but everything
is so fast and precise, so organized. It’s as if this state is faster... I don’t know
the right way to put it. Not as frequent, but faster and clearer. And in this state,
I feel like I’ve always sensed it too, and often, probably…
Alexandr: This is the most interesting part — that when these spirits of mine
shifted, when I changed into one of those three, you must have started feeling
it too, essentially. If I become a certain way, I fall into that atmosphere.
If I become the Spirit of Justice, then people should experience a fierce fear
and tension. Or rather, no — I’m not the one tensing up when I am in the
Spirit of Justice. I am just as “out of my mind,” but wrathful and precise.
And then there’s the version that is just as clear, but super kind and romantic.
And then the one where everything is beautiful and “out of my mind” — like
I’ve let go of control and everything is magical, like in a movie. And then there
is this clarity. So, alright... when that switched on in me, did you feel that same
clarity prevailing in you? Did your own head start working, as if you were
seeing what I described through my eyes, quickly and clearly?
Friend: I didn’t feel it quickly and clearly, for example, but I received a kind
of energy. I couldn’t... well, as an example: someone shows me an object,
describes it; I’ve never seen this object, but it’s as if I understand it, as if I know
it from experience. I listen to you and I start to see this thing. I don’t have an
immediate realization that, say, this is the truth, or that this is “cool” — ”cool”
isn’t the right word. Basically, I don’t see the object itself, but through you,
it’s as if I begin to project it and I realize it quickly. It’s not like you said it
and I saw the object instantly. No, I don’t see it. But through you, I sort of see
it and understand that it is there on the table. For example, you describe an
object on the table; I don’t see it, but at that moment, I absolutely believe you
that the object is there. You describe it, and I...
Alexandr: And did you notice that while being in a certain state — we won’t
name which of the three versions it is — you directly feel that this power is
in me, that there is no point in even arguing with me or trying to change
my mind?