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[Alexandr Korol]

I feel my heart turning on, this kind of faith. But even in this universe,
there is both the spiritual and the material, yet it feels like a world under
the Sun — the red color, the Father. And if I now reveal this within myself to
100%, then the Spirit will follow — like another universe entirely where
you are this white God. What do you say to that?
Friend: It’s interesting, and what’s more, it’s all based on the development of
each direction. By leveling up one, then the second... it’s as if you get a new
level in a game. To diverge a bit: it’s as if some people have a “save” point, and
you save, save, save, and then finish the game and win. Others have fewer
lives; someone loses and starts the game over from the beginning. And it’s as
if when you pass these levels, a new level opens up for you. Or a bonus level,
let’s say, which you begin to…
Alexandr: Ah, I remember now — back then you suggested and said, what
if I’m talking about these three Gods, these three worlds, these three
universes, but I don’t know what comes next because it hasn’t opened up
yet? And once I pass through this, something like a “bonus” will open up.
Big Alexander is actually hinting at this to me right now — that I can’t
possibly… It’s true; the System never allowed me to know everything at
once. Primarily because it would distract me; I wouldn’t be fully immersed
in the virtual reality simulation of, say, “Bubble Number Three” if I knew
that the fourth bubble is about one thing, the fifth about another, and that in
the seventh — everything is meaningless. If I knew what was in the seventh,
I wouldn’t engage with the third so passionately. It turns out that because I am
at a specific stage, new information isn’t being revealed to me directly. I don’t
know what’s next. It will only open up again once I pass this level.
Friend: Yes, and you will keep passing through it, level by level. I’m just
saying — not everyone is meant to pass it. And perhaps, you know, it’s like
there’s no “save” point...
Alexandr: No, no, wait — you say I’ll be passing through it and that not
everyone is meant to. Are you actually entertaining the possibility that I might
not pass it? That shouldn’t even be possible, essentially. Because if I am
already acting on myself from the future, and I’ve felt this since childhood, it
means I ultimately did pass this level — that’s one. And two: it’s immediately
clear that it’s me, and not some other people who are also trying but failing.