that is the Spirit. And the point is that there is, figuratively speaking,
the tetrahedron, the icosahedron, the cube, and so on. So, when I was
showing all this, drawing, drafting, finding it all, gluing it together, I sort of
assumed that once I mastered these four elements, these four components,
I would rise above them and become God. But then I am shown: “Yes, you
became a God, in a way, but only of one specific bubble — one specific universe
under the Sun.” And there are even these ancient mythological depictions
where Helios, the Sun God, is in a chariot with four horses, and those horses
represent morning, day, evening, night — or spring, summer, autumn, winter.
And then I am shown that there is another entire bubble, a whole universe
that is also divided into a bunch of sub-worlds, these levels and sub-levels,
but under the Moon. It’s just the opposite; it’s not bad, just the opposite.
And then I saw that there are these two polarities, two poles like the Earth’s,
where time goes in a spiral one way and then the other. If you look at it like a
sphere with a central disk, on one side under the “plus” we see four cardinal
directions, but if you flip it over, under the “minus” we see those same four
directions. And I realized then that I was becoming a God and knowing a
God who manifests as the four Gospels, the four elements, the four dragons,
the four powers — but only in one reality. And now I am also manifesting in
another reality; only when I master this will a third reality open up for me.
Only when you have mastered the first and the second does something
third open up — this “white God,” as they call it.
But what is my point? When I started gluing all these matrices and putting it
all together, I arrived at a point — and there were already hints, signs from
above, clues — that I must find, as in the Labors of Hercules... and it’s all the
same there: the Labors of Hercules, the story of Jesus, of Buddha — they were
all in the underworld, they all defeated someone there and found something,
reached Olympus, became enlightened. And in the legend, the myth of
Hercules, he collects three golden apples; he must find three golden apples
in a garden — in some garden, he must find these three golden apples of the
Hesperides. And I realize that since I had previously fought Cerberus —
that is, the evil Spirit in the underworld — and won, then I must find these
three apples and that’s it. Then, so to speak, God will take me to Olympus.